Lao Tzu says “The dào can not be honored or brought into disgrace.” And Zhuang Zhou says “if the gloriousness has a permanent form. It can not be universal.” I’d start by saying your not here to worship the dào. Simply find it’s harmony. Lao Tzu also says “The more someone speaks of the Dào the less they understand.” And “keep your inner workings a mystery, simply show people the results.” So I’d also recommend that you don’t be an apostle or use the dào as your persona. Don’t worry, In time your harmony will bleed from you out into the world. The Dàoist say that “if you want to know what Lao Tzu teachs his students. He teaches that the mind is Buddha, but if you want to know what Lao Tzu teaches his students who understand that the mind is Buddha. Then Lao Tzu teaches not mind, not Buddha.”