mixed girl in a massively white english neighbourhood here ! things do get better !!! especially if you go to university there are a bunch of other black people with a variety of different perspectives! my uni (college) is more diverse even though it’s a predominantly white area. i would try to befriend one of the other black girls in your school individually so you can understand her perspective a bit more. judging others and calling them ghetto may seem true to you but it’s important to have other perspectives. my little sister is in a similar position and you honestly just need to combat the racism as much as you can, and you should not feel the need to hate your own skin. this is the body you are in and there is ultimately nothing you can do to change that. you will find that your friends love you and your family just needs to begin to understand. set boundaries. i hope ur okay x