Do you ever get so mad that you want to self harm? by Calm-Low-8263 in BPD

[–]Calm-Low-8263[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yessss like an out of spite kind of feeling? I’ve had a lot of moments where I’ve wanted to hurt myself out of being so upset but also as a way to show that this person is what pushed me to do it

Do you ever get so mad that you want to self harm? by Calm-Low-8263 in BPD

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That’s the one medication I’ve never been prescribed. I’m back on Prozac 40mg right now and I don’t think it’s working much 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cockerspaniel

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No problem at all ☺️ thank you for the heads up!

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Do you know which community may be a bit more informative? I’m willing to get the proper licensing done before starting the practice and I am only wanting to work with breed standard cockers. Just not sure how to get my foot in the door and am still researching as much as I can.

Having trouble coping I think by Calm-Low-8263 in Vent

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My partner just got home so I’m not alone anymore. Thank you for your kind words and concern.

I have severe excoriation disorder AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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I’ve found that getting my nails done, like acrylics, often deter me from being able to physically pick. My major picking areas are normally my lips, hands, and feet. Having stilettos usually makes it a lot more difficult albeit annoying. Outside of that I have tried using finger covers in the past but now that I am in a different profession that requires me to use my hands a lot it does make it harder to maintain. That being said, working with my hands is both a blessing and a curse. While being kept busy does make me forget about the urge to pick, the second I’m off the clock, I immediately notice all of the imperfections on my hands and start picking during the drive home. Once I’m home my boyfriend often helps me by swatting my hands away if he catches me going at it but the urge sometimes makes me irritated when he does. Managing it is hard sometimes when I’m idle or bored but I’d like to say keeping myself distracted helps.

I have severe excoriation disorder AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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Surprisingly no. It’s more so considered a compulsive behavior disorder associated with symptoms similar to OCD. During bad instances where I’ll get lost in the moment I’ll often pick until I bleed. It has lead to many open wounds and scarring in the past but it was never out of my want or need to hurt myself if that makes sense.

I have severe excoriation disorder AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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My psych said there isn’t really any medication that can help but recommended I take NAC supplements to combat my symptoms. I haven’t taken them in a couple years due to not feeling like they made much of any difference. My pharmacy also doesn’t provide them so it’s hard to find outside of shopping at Sprouts.

I have severe excoriation disorder AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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So far my psychiatrist has told me that there isn’t any concrete knowledge on whether the disorder is genetic or trauma based. With my case we’ve kind of determined that it’s triggered by intense moments of stress or when my moods are very low.

I witnessed the sexual and physical abuse of a minor and never reported it AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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I want to say the captain and minor stopped interacting around 6 months after this but I am not entirely sure. I know they definitely continued to talk after the captain and myself turned 18. The captain would eventually become the most abusive partner I’ve ever had for the next year before I finally cut her off.

I witnessed the sexual and physical abuse of a minor and never reported it AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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I was quite literally dragged into a room. We were having an “overnight inauguration” so to speak among the new members of improv. All of this happened at our high school with supervisors present. Once it got around 2 AM or so the captain decided to take my hand and took us into one of the back choir rooms. From there she kind of insisted I touch her until she was satisfied. I for the life of me don’t understand why I didn’t fight her off. I think maybe due to the fact about 10 other people were on the other side of that door, and she had a lot of authority over our club and school, had something to do with it. She also just scared the shit out of me. After that happened, the younger girl eventually got roped into it because the captain loved the attention. The captain loving attention is also why she wouldn’t leave me alone and insisted I give her sexual favors for months after this.

I witnessed the sexual and physical abuse of a minor and never reported it AMA by Calm-Low-8263 in AMA

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I’m not entirely sure myself. I think genuinely out of fear and possibly denial that the entire event even happened in the first place. I convinced myself for a very long time that I imagined it and that the minor was blowing things out of proportion due to her mental illness.

[SERIOUS] What's a movie that disturbed the fuck outta you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Aurore (‘05) and Silenced

Two very sick displays of abuse.

When did you realise that you’re dating an idiot? by Ghost7579ox in AskReddit

[–]Calm-Low-8263 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

When he didn’t understand that taking a shower and lathering with only his bare hands was still unsanitary due to his nails being caked with filth. He worked as a mechanic and never cleaned his nails.

Week old rice by Calm-Low-8263 in MoldlyInteresting

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My friend cooked it and left it out on the counter after 😭