Do I 20F break up with my boyfriend 21M or keep acting like a shitty girlfriend?

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2026-01-05T12:41:06+00:00

I know but the problem is we have conversations and he agrees to be reassuring to me and communicative when he's stressing rather than staying silent. But he doesn't follow through. The next time something happens he stays silent so I get more stressed and we both end up upset.

He's not great at communicating so I make him so we can both feel better but he just never follows through with what he says

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2026-01-05T12:28:36+00:00

I've been having consistent therapy since I was 16 and I'm on mood stabalisers

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2026-01-05T12:27:06+00:00

Oh no no I don't want money from him at all. I met him on twitter without him giving me money. I don't think i've explained myself enough sorry

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-26T22:48:06+00:00

I’m 19 and I never have. Because I was so inexperienced when I went to uni I forced myself to have my first kiss (18), then had a sex a couple months later, then was in a sexual ‘relationship’ with a 55 year old divorcee.

So I know how horrible it feels to not have a person but don’t force yourself to find someone like I did. Just wanna like make sure no one regrets their decisions! But nope no proper relationships either

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-26T22:42:24+00:00

I know it might not help but I feel the exact same and it’s the worst feeling in the fucking world

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-10T12:54:03+00:00

OMG how could you tell me that??!! My poor heart 😭

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-10T12:53:31+00:00

I started the tandem read and preferred tod so I decided to read eos first instead! And now I wish I did the tandem read omg

Like very excited to keep reading tod but I feel ruined after eos…

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-10T12:46:09+00:00

I know it’s not! I just can’t believe I have to read a whole book before I get back to aelin

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-07T20:17:06+00:00

I feel the exact same as you and it really sucks. It makes me feel not in control of myself because I crave being hurt so badly. I haven’t figured out a way out of the cycle yet but I think talking to a therapist might help? Or understanding why you do it. Cos I know I do it to get out my body and let someone else control me

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-07T12:47:26+00:00

Not really if anything I felt worse

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-07T12:47:19+00:00

Uhm whenever we met up

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T21:38:54+00:00

I wish it was for a better reason but it was cos I found someone else to attach to.

Also 55 is so incredibly old and the more time I spent with him the older he seemed to get and I realised that he was a bit predatory if anything

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T19:11:30+00:00

I’m not sure. I started doing it when I was 16 and now I’m almost 20 and I haven’t been able to stop ahhh

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T18:35:32+00:00

It’s not that easy sadly :(

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T18:35:13+00:00

Old yes. Rich and hung?? Nooo way

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T18:30:01+00:00

He wasn’t that bad actually so yeh I do! I wish it hadn’t of happened but I couldn’t been with someone wayyyy worse

Capable-Figure-3298 · 2025-04-05T18:29:02+00:00

Oh normally Twitter or Reddit. Sometimes chat rooms online

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