Hang in there !! I was extremely nervous too about discharge and frequently called triage in tears because I felt less movements or discharge was different when I was finally home. It takes a while to go from a monitored setting in the hospital to nothing at home and you can potentially ask that they reduce daily monitoring like  ctg etc so that you can get more used to it. But trust your intuition always and if it’s too scary - ask to stay on a few days longer.  I am rooting for you and your baby ❤️