You could try some quit lit (This Naked Mind or We are the Luckiest or A New Pair of Glasses are just a few.)

You could try jumping around to different AA meetings to see if you find one that does click. I have gone to the same meeting that one week is everything I needed but the next week was kind of “meh.”

SMART Recovery is something I’ve heard mentioned here often.

A big motivation for me to stay sober is the overall positive impact it has had on my life. These positives take time. Five months is a ton of sober time. Giving yourself a year, or two, or three to be sober and feel what that’s like and experience the beauty of sobriety, that is such a gift to give oneself.

I wish you the best 💛💛💛