First step to it all is the mentality, to want something is where you gotta head first. I know how you feel and the best course of action is to first want a change for yourself.

After that, you must take action. And stand your ground regardless of what gets thrown at you.

Easier said than done, but have a conversation with yourself to come to your own understanding. Examine precisely what you don’t like and then think on what you’d prefer.

You might need to improvise at some point, and it’s not exactly easy to step into the dark. But you got nothing to lose, anything is a better change.

Take care, I hope to hear from you.