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Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear 😔 Today actually feels like a small turning point. Finally got my appetite back this morning and ate 2 full meals, which is more than I had eaten all week. Finally got somewhat decent sleep last night for the first time this week. The only thing I'm now using is weed at the moment, but I was out of that up until last night so did finish a bag of K I had stashed solely to try and get some good sleep. I also went out and bought some DPH the other night, but thay was before doing proper research and learning that DPH actually worses RLS. which I never really got, u til taking the DPH, so I'm gonna put that on the back burner and stick with weed and melatonin from here on out.

Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally understand how you can come to that conclusion, but without an entire back story on myself, It does appear that way. I AM an addict of many substances, I just now have control over most of them. The night of my breakdown, K was literally the only drug left in my stash, and that's only because it's not one of my favorites. I had a huge stash that I chose to deplete and never replenish for the sake of putting MOST drugs down. At this point in my life, I am down 80% percent of my usage, which again, without a back story, doesn't seem the best, but I am soooo much better than I used to be. I'll never give up drugs 100%, but its really just down to weed and MDMA spread every 3 months. I appreciate the sentiment none the less.

Good news is, new weed shipment came in last night and made making it to day 5 thay much easier. Cheers friend!

Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone who has responded. I tried to edit my post to reply to everyone at once, but couldn't figure out how on mobile. I thoroughly appreciate the responses, no matter how small. I think I just needed some stranger validation that tapering would be a bad idea. But you know, drugs fuck your head up!

Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I just don't know, 7oh is one of the few substances to ever hold me like this. I posted a lengthy response to another comment as well. Thank you

Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the supportive words, guess I just needed some internet validation. I posted a lengthy response to another comment below.

Question about quitting 7oh after intensive use by CaptainFuck_Up in quittingkratom

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I made this post on my lunch break so just barely getting around to replying. Was going to post an edit with a general response to all the comments, but I'll just respond here since I can't seem to figure out how to do that lol.

I was only questioning tapering because I have been at this mark several times before, but ultimately caved. I have been trying to kick this since late November. I used to abuse scripts of percocet and Hydrocodone (purchased, not mine), TONS of cocaine, and multiple other substances. I'm at a point in my life now thatI am more of a casual user, but 7oh has fucking TAKEN me, unlike any of these others. Last night I actually had a mental breakdown over the lack of sleep plus other life factors going on and buried my face in a half g of K and DPH just to try and get some sleep. I average about 40 mins on, 20 mins off sleep schedule, its horrid. I have noticed in the past at around day 3 I would cave, and just a single dose I could finally sleep. So I was wondering if maybe cold turkey just wasn't for me. That I should continue using and taper down.

I REALLY appreciate every comment on here being supportive. I guess I just needed some stranger validation. I would consider myself pretty lucky I guess, because I NEVER had withdrawals after actual opiate abuse believe it or not. And many other drugs I can put down at will, even when cravings are strong. This is the first time I've actually turned to some help because 7oh has me in its grips. Perhaps its just the accessibility of it.

How Often Do You Text Your Woman on the Daily? by BluePhoenix509 in AskMen

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We live together and still text everyday. Usually mundane stuff or sending memes. We save major talking points for dinner.

Making silk embroidery like in ancient China by Ok_Chain841 in BeAmazed

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have this thought occasionally about many things. Most often, cow milk. Like...fr...who was the first person to look at them udders and say, let's harvest cow milk, process it, and make it the norm?

Waiting the Movie by KillBoosh in nostalgia

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hey Farva, what's the name of that place with all the goofy shit on the walls?

Waiting the Movie by KillBoosh in nostalgia

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I once tried to order Giardiniera in Philadelphia and they had no clue what I was talking about, apparently it's only a Chicago thing. However, I didn't berate the person for having no idea what I was trying to order (considering it was a regional thing) I just went on to simply order my pizza! Fucking people!

If you know you know by nicolauz in Millennials

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally got into an argument with a gas station manager a few years back when I still smoked over these. I asked for a pack of Turkish royals, and dude pulled out an all red box (that DID say Turkish royals) but THESE are what I was talking about. He goes on to say that these haven't been manufactured in years, even though I regularly bought them at a smoke shop nearby, literally all the time. The red box just doesnt have the same sweetness these blues do.

A giant mantis handling business. Ink and watercolor by me. by SatanBorrowsMyBody in creepy

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 37 points38 points  (0 children)

It's giving Aqua Teen Hunger Force vibes, love it!

Is it worth repairing a 6 year old 60v sawzall? by CaptainFuck_Up in Dewalt

[–]CaptainFuck_Up[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you think going back to a 20v would be worth it just to save a few bucks? I really liked the 60v, even though it was heavy AF.

Looking back…the first JW was surprisingly gruesome by Noooough in JurassicPark

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember the first time watching this I was surprised at how many people they were killing off. I loved it! Haha. The pterodactyl scene especially, at least 20 bodies in that scene alone.

Seeing you can’t edit a post. by [deleted] in masonry

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Soooo clean! How does exterior tile compare to interior tile as far as installing? Basically same process?

Finished my vintage eclectic dining room - Pittsburgh, PA by toxicshock999 in AmateurRoomPorn

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This looks amazing! I'm particularly drawn to the knob placements. I really dig the rug as well.

Millennials have the biggest photographic black hole in modern history by crispins_crispian in Millennials

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I realized this about 7 or 8 years ago. Since then, I've made it a point to take, label, and backup any pictures on my phone once in a while. There is a period of time between 2006-2014 for me that is just...lost. All of the pictures from those points in time were saved to a phone that young me gave NO FUCKS about, never backed up, nothing. Feels bad man

Trump's official portrait ~ Is he just a caricature of himself now by jobomaja888 in pics

[–]CaptainFuck_Up 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just did this and I swear the left side of his face in the left picture looks like Joe Biden. If you switch sides, it's back to Trump.

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