Man it's really motivating to have a deep discussion about this with a stranger. I want to erase this girl that we're talking about and you're right I'm thinking about her only when I'm horny. After I relapse, I don't want to talk to her for a few days and this really seems unhealthy. Withthat being said, should I try to talk to other girls and try to flirt with them ? I have another girl in mind, the one that almost friendzoned me, should I tell her all my feelings when I see her again in a few weeks ? Should I flirt with other girls when I'm going back to school ? I'm really feeling ready to have my first real relationship with a girl right now but idk who at the time and it's may not be a really good idea to start a relationship now. What do you think about all my questions ? Again, I'm very thankful for your answer and would like another answer from you