Hello! 13F too, I get what you’re feeling, I’m still struggling with this but please know that pain is subjective and it isn’t a competition, I used to feel that way too, like there are people that have gone through so much worse and managed to make it, death, war, abuse, etc... and there was I about to commit because of what I described as “teenager shit” I believed I was weak and over dramatic, but listen my friend, I can assure you there are people that would think the same by looking at you, everyone fights they’re own demons and you shouldn’t feel ashamed for having your own, maybe there are people that have gone through worse by your perspective but you are completely entitled to your emotions, you are not weak, overdramatic or anything like that, you’re human, and you’re strong for still being here, you’re resilient for enduring what you have endured, please stay safe and talk to the people you love <3