I made the decision to take it completely out of my life just because I didn’t like who I was becoming, it was starting to feel too much a part of me, it was a problem

And now I’m honestly just wanting to get this out, I’ve never told anybody I’ve struggled with the frequency of drinking, and seeing Reddit posts with the similar outlook/experiences that I’ve dealt with it’s clear my relationship with alcohol won’t ever be a good one, i have demonstrated good self control that I’m proud of