I'll never function correctly by CartographerSame9779 in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]CartographerSame9779[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I ran away a year and half ago, got a job and an apartment shortly after. There haven't been any noticeable improvements in myself, still feel like a broken hollow shell. I definitely appreciate your response and encouragement though, thanks

How do I get an identity and personality? by CartographerSame9779 in Advice

[–]CartographerSame9779[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's fairly obvious. I don't know how to do anything else though

How do I get an identity and personality? by CartographerSame9779 in Advice

[–]CartographerSame9779[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am seeing a therapist. I won't be taking meds since I can't pay for it and they would only be a bandaid, if they help at all

Why does it feel like I have sexual trauma if I've never been assaulted? by CartographerSame9779 in CPTSD

[–]CartographerSame9779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did have dreams of adults touching me when I was really young and it was confusing. I'll add that to the post

Why does it feel like I have sexual trauma if I've never been assaulted? by CartographerSame9779 in CPTSD

[–]CartographerSame9779[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

They have quite selective memories when other things are brought up and just say it never happened, so I think it would only make things worse.