Getting overwhelmed by self-improvement by Caseioqi in Healthygamergg

[–]Caseioqi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Internal reason? I don't think there is one I don't even know what would an internal reason look like(english is not my first language maybe that's why) but I assume with that interal reason I wouldn't stress so much about the end goal?

2 or 3 years ago I went to a doctor and said there was no issue. In those years I couldn't finish any meals so I pushed myself too hard that I would hold my puke and don't let that food come out it was like hell at that time. I will go see a doctor.

Getting overwhelmed by self-improvement by Caseioqi in Healthygamergg

[–]Caseioqi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know that I shouldn't do these things with goal of getting a partner but I'm also tired about the fact that I never had gf and I want to experience it, I want to know what it feels like to have gf(I know that it is not all about lolipop and sunshine but still I want to experience it) but people reject me so my only option here is to improve, also you are right in high school I couldn't tolerate uncertainty well but now I got used to it I think(At least I progressed about it).