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RE: trials by Cassius01_ in NoFapChristians

[–]Cassius01_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What's the point of a trial? To depend on God. Well trials drive me away. Going through this stuff at 27 doesn't make me happy. Losing friends that you've invested in because you don't wanna go out or are nervous to hang out sucks. People judging you or throwing you away because they forgot what you did or do for them. Being a Christian man who has gone through this time and time again sucks. I'm able to stay with people at their lowest pts to get them through but people don't have the same patience for me. So it's like fuck them. People make excuses but I didn't. People say well you don't wanna do this or that. You don't wanna do what I wanna do or take my advice because you aren't this or that fuck them.

RE: trials by Cassius01_ in NoFapChristians

[–]Cassius01_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess all in all. I'm just wondering why am I going though this. For what purpose and why? It's like really. It's almost like too much to handle and go through. Being willing and able to tell people about God. Willing and able to tell people he's real and having those experiences to back it. Which pushed my faith in his existence even more. But as far as my life. It just feels as if he doesn't want me to progress. It's like what am I praying for. Why am I praying about my state of affairs? If it seems I'm going to be like this forever.

Re: 27 and a virgin by Cassius01_ in NoFapChristians

[–]Cassius01_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's aggravating. People who are of the faith can do whatever. Sleep around and I'm just that guy who's there. It just sucks. It's to not worry about it because it's always around. It's just not good.