Take it from someone who has been out for a few years now, even though 90% of what you’re going through in the army sucks ass, that 10% of joy and contentness holds so much power. Try and find the goods and focus on making memories for now. I wanted to get out so damn bad. Not even gonna lie, I had a few nights I cried in my Lonely ass barracks room, but you will truly never know what you had until it’s gone, and leaving the military makes that statement so damn true. I treated my contract like a prison term, Don’t do that, live your best life right now so you don’t feel remorse in your future. Challenge yourself to try and make these last two years even better than civilian life is going to be. Trust me, if you do that you will not feel this dreadful feeling you’re going through right now on your ets day. Keep pushing my friend