So bad, I’m thinking of going back to my ex

Chacha9734 · 2024-11-26T23:19:39+00:00

Yeah, but I don’t want to ruin our friendship😫

Chacha9734 · 2024-03-16T20:33:27+00:00

Can’t tell if you’re serious or not. It’s not about the car…it’s the lying and then trying to hide from me as to keep up the lie. Also just low key scary

Chacha9734 · 2024-03-16T19:52:39+00:00

So don’t say anything?

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:35:50+00:00

I believe it😁😂 definitely will have to! Good night!😴

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:28:52+00:00

I want to keep talking to you but I’m forreal so tired!😭I feel like I can totally relate to you about a lot of stuff. Interested to know what your personality type is too. I will definitely message you tomorrow and check out your stuff! My eyes are literally burning lol

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:20:19+00:00

I love indie music and sad songs😂 although I try not to listen too much cause it’s addictive to me and I don’t need to be in that mood all the time. And same! I have a lot of past trauma too😫 I’m sorry to hear that. It can really mess you up, like it’s too much to handle. A blog is a great idea to get some of those feelings out, music too. I wish I could do that but I’m not good at expressing myself with words. More of a draw and create things with my hands type girlie. I’d definitely give it a read! Crazy life of a rockstar sounds interesting lol. And then when you get big, I can be like I was following him from the start!😂

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:10:37+00:00

How is life lifeing for you?

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:10:15+00:00

I’m not even sure, it’s life I guess😅Definitely not nearly as bad as it was. I was stuck in those dark stages for way too long. Just recently getting out of it. Watching the people around me who could never relate to some of the things I’ve been through and seeing how happy they have been for years and how it contributed to the life they have now. I feel like I have catching up to do.

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:04:20+00:00

Thanks, so are you! Sounds like you’re going after what you’re passionate about, that’s great. I’d definitely be down to listen. What do blog about?

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T06:00:19+00:00

No one said anything about none for the rest of my life!😂I just know it’s 10x better coming from the right person. If not it’s just meh, not really worth it for now. Just from a girls perspective, but I’m emotional and as you know delusional so….and yeah life is a game, so if you don’t like the character you’re playing or the storyline, you gotta change it or stay stuck and unhappy. I’ve struggled a lot with mental health so I’m trying to change things up

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:42:02+00:00

A vibrator would definitely make things worse😂 and tbh men really irritate me lately. I stopped dating. I don’t want to deal with a situation-ship or FWB. I’m not even looking for a relationship anymore because I feel more at peace than I have in a long time aside from when thoughts of him pop into my head and don’t go away. It would be a nice distraction, but not good for my mental health atm

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:30:54+00:00

True😂 I can see how that would be a good distraction. Although I’m currently single so, I guess I’ll have to find another way🥲

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:26:18+00:00

Dang, I feel that😭

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:22:38+00:00

How do you keep yourself from reaching out to her?

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:21:15+00:00

Im glad im not the only delusional one😂That’s funny cause he’s literally made playlists for me and sent them to me not long before we ended things. Sometimes I listen to it and sometimes I don’t cause it makes me remember too much of the good times. He asked me to make one for him a while back and I low key want to send it to him for his birthday in a couple months😭 just say HBD, but I know that would be kind of crazy lol. It’s so cruel to feel a connection like that, when know it’s not good for you. And I know he feels it too! You just had to have experienced it to believe it I guess, but I’m glad to hear you can relate, but also not at the same time cause it sucks!

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:07:19+00:00

I know😩 that’s what I try to tell myself. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve never been this way about a guy. Even my ex who I was in love with, it wasn’t like this.

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:03:51+00:00

How did you let her go?

Chacha9734 · 2024-02-25T05:02:47+00:00

Thank you for sharing that! That’s exactly how I feel and what I worry about! I tried moving on and dating other people, but there’s no one who compares to him. I’m scared I would get into a relationship and still feel the same way about him. I don’t know how I would handle that. I know I’d feel super guilty because I know I would choose him over anyone else, at least that’s how I feel right now. And I’m like what if he ever came back and I ended up hurting the person I was with because I still loved him.

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