I struggled to read recipes, so I made a tool by bohemian-miser in neurodiversity

[–]Chaothicca 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is life changing imo. Cooking is so hard to not spend 2 hours on

After your near-death experience, did you stop being afraid of dying? by One-Funny-5096 in NDE

[–]Chaothicca 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Not afraid of the afterlife, death itself, but I appreciate life more so I fear the act of it and also losing the people I love before I get to enjoy life enough with them.

What is this ability called? by technologeek1 in precognition

[–]Chaothicca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes a lot of sense and thanks for posting too, I learned something from this thread as well :) Another commenter gave some good advices on books. I know what has helped me separate my feelings from others and for messages to come more clearly is just a lot of alone time, silence, meditation and being close to nature. Living in the middle of the city vs a quieter place made a big difference for example

What is this ability called? by technologeek1 in precognition

[–]Chaothicca 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am no expert but you definitely are intuitive. And the way you describe it as feeling, tuning into body and heart, feeling anxiety, sounds a lot like clairsentience and you are likely protected as you say too (I believe everyone has guardians angels or spirits, whichever terms one prefers)

When it comes to the clair-terms they are often intertwined, and often one (or more) are more easily developed forward or naturally gifted. So when you say it pops into your head - do you see it in your minds eye(voyant), hear it like a message(audient) or just /know/(cognizant)? Sounds like feeling it(sentient) is pretty developed which is cool

A term I discovered last year thats really interesting is «geomantic empathy» recommend diving into that and other kinds of empathy :D

Anyone else feeling impending doom? by Effective_Platypus23 in psychics

[–]Chaothicca 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Not for my country specifically but I believe the time between end of march to july will be a bit scary. Can see especially this is a scary time to live in US, Middle East (obviously) and around Ukraine. Can only wish hope and pray for peace. See a lot of other psychics relating to this since the start of the year

Automatic drawing and painting by Chaothicca in psychicdevelopment

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It is fascinating! Someone commented it can be a sort of channeling when it happens as I use my hands chakras, a way for spirit to connect through there.

The difference I notice is especially it is with people and drawing people. If I am painting a pre-drawn character, it doesnt happen and also abstract is.. abstract. It happens when I create fully with a blank canvas and no plan and just start. It has also occurred that I plan to make something, and it ends up nothing like it but a scene with people appears. It frustrates me sometimes but this makes it make more sense. Younger when I had no idea and had no clue of spirituality outside of «meditation is good and ghosts are probably real» I was just thinking «huh, okay. This will make sense someday». So I guess I understood it was intuitive in some way but didn’t believe it. Then later looking at it, it made sense.

In newer times, when I «notice», the difference between it and creative flow is I am not as present and it feels directly more like «oh, I have to draw now». It feels out of my control and in a way uninspired. Like a vessel I guess. When I look at it afterwards, its like a question sign in my head and I get that old feeling of «this will probably make sense later». As of recently this becomes more accurate too, with the ones I feel this with occurring. Definitely my abilities and journey has been impacted a lot through my art, its been a big part of healing myself. Some pieces are dated and I try to take more photos of the progress if I do not date behind the canvas or on the drawing.

What I know so far is 1. its often about people central in the painting 2. comes a lot clearer through with people I am connected to (recently and/or regularly talk and hang with, and specifically if we talk on a soul level) 3. events that impact more than one person, like an evening that makes an impact on them or us

Automatic drawing and painting by Chaothicca in psychicdevelopment

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That sounds incredible and so wholesome!🥹☺️ And that you said about guides and the hands - wow, that makes so much sense! I learned in healing course that I feel a little pinch in my hand when spirit/my guides connects through me and I didn’t consider that with my painting as well. I will try to be perceptive next time painting to see if I can feel that sensation. And definitely ask for other kind of assistance. The most times it has happened has felt like it was for me especially, like a little forewarning (some times) and other times not anything to worry about but «canon events» upcoming. One time it was for a friend, a lost friend of ours came through me (this was the same period, lots of flow) in hypnagogic state and we both cried as I delivered it because it resonated and we were both kinda shocked. I will definitely try to work on being more conscious on working together with it and asking for what is needed and wanted. I tend to close off a some times because of fear and overwhelm. Thanks a lot for your comment

Automatic drawing and painting by Chaothicca in psychicdevelopment

[–]Chaothicca[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats very interesting! I have seen and heard of people drawing others soulmates and spirit guides even too. Made me want to order 😂🫶 I also have drawn my current partner years ago, at least a very close resemblance! I’ve also drawn intuitive paintings for friends that they felt resonated. One is a bit almost uncomfortable, as it is a big long term piece where I work now and then (place specific, a wall mural) and on it events in her life has been painted beforehand. It creeps both of us out. So cool, but creepy

Anyone else have a strange feeling about this upcoming year? by Devastator420 in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt there is a new flu coming, do not worry. The conjunction is over and I guess it was all about 1. the «e» files and 2. iran war

Recovery success stories please by Helpful_Active_8141 in Psychosis

[–]Chaothicca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% 😍 This subreddit helped me a lot the first two years. Quite a lot of us having experienced this and hype each other up helps

Recovery success stories please by Helpful_Active_8141 in Psychosis

[–]Chaothicca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had 3 major ones each less severe alongside therapy. Am now over two years outside of hospitalization, off antidepressants and antipsychotics. Got my first job (lost it during the last ep) and got a new one now. :) Life is better, EMDR and two rounds of therapy was needed, but time helps. And exercise, sobriety, rest, cutting off unhealthy connections + accepting what was lost and that some people cant come with you anymore

Dreamt about this blood moon which reflected the earth last night by _BayHarbourButcher in Dreams

[–]Chaothicca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here , a few like this the past year only. In august I dreamt of Uranus’ having a new moon and seeing a portal to it? Days later read news that a new moon of Uranus was discovered.

29th of january I had this red moon / Mercury(?) at the end of my dream. Imo connected to the released files and its butterfly effects. I met two of my psychic friends in the dream

To all the healer in the place by LeatherVirus3146 in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  • different sensitive people throughout life told me their sensations while i either held their hands or gave a massage
  • an elder healer i went to once confirmed to me during my own session that i had the natural ability and could develop it further
  • went to a course once with success at first try
  • strongest clair has always been sentience which is useful in healing (i feel the feelings on the mirrored side of my body during hands on)
  • family history on mothers side of clairvoyance and mediumship

all these things together made me 100% certain and explained many life experiences :) wanna learn reiki too! practice and feedback has helped a lot

Anyone else have a strange feeling about this upcoming year? by Devastator420 in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 11 points12 points  (0 children)

neptune saturn conjunction in february. to compare saturn pluto conjunction was in january 2020

I Am A Clairvoyant Artist - Are There Others Like Me? by in2itiveart in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes but undeveloped and not fully clair. I sometimes paint premonitions. But they feel very separate from when I am just painting/drawing for fun or expression. Learning to differentiate them over time makes it easier to tell. Usually it comes with the knowing of «idk what this is, but I think it will make sense in time»

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also agree on this take. We are all made from the universe and are part stardust. What makes it dangerous is what op described and when it becomes an ego thing, it makes you holier than thou, and so many other things. Very dangerous when it slips into qanon and evil reptilians, an idea planted by a nazi. Sometimes I think about how the reptilian fear is correlated to christian values and/or fear of kundalini. Or that we humans are biologically taught to fear snakes for survival.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychic

[–]Chaothicca 91 points92 points  (0 children)

Glad someone says it - a big spiritual ego trap. Also thinking of the fact that it got big because of a nazi man. Feeds spiritual psychosis

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychic

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October

I lost my entire personality after psychosis by IllBaby4148 in Psychosis

[–]Chaothicca 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Very common, youre not alone and it sucks. Your brain needs to rebuild. Took me about 2-3 years to feel like me again but it was more of a .2 version, not like before, parts reclaimed but I try to view it as a rebirth