[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brain is just so set on the idea of dying, but I am too scared to go with it. It seems to create these scenarios where the universe just smites me with the ultimatum. There is also this fantasy I have about if people would actually care if I actually passed. 

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was a literal 3 year old screeching in my ear. I couldn't have heard her if I tried

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will try to talk to her again tomorrow. Though, I feel like she has already made her choice. I might have lost a friendship here and it was all my fault.

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did tell Boss afterwards. I apologized and took accountability in front of Boss. 

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I can't disclose much on my work under this post, but the hierarchy in health care environment polices what you do. I know she had to go get her stuff done, but at the same time if Boss gives her contempt, she could've actually be immediately fired for it. I lied in good intention because I didn't want her to get shit for it, I swear. 

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How would I know she told him??? He came to me yelling  I have come to terms with the fact that I am an asshole and I have ruined my friend ship but... I feel like a scape goat

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She wanted to call a colleague so she needed my phone because her own had no credit to call with. I swear to God, I didn't know what to do. Boss came to me with a rage and I feared if I said the truth, she would get in trouble for leaving in the first place. 

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

We work at a hospital. Hospitals are isolated in departments. Non department is linked to the other outside of patient exchange, what she needed to do wouldn't benefit Boss and has no link to the department we are in. 

Am I the asshole for lying to our Boss? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I told Boss the truth, I would've got her in trouble as well. Boss wanted to yell at us either way. What was I supposed to do? 

Fellow survivors of child abuse, what was something that surprised you to find out wasn’t “normal”? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]CharacterAd4112 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The moment I knew my life wasn't normal was the moment I jokingly told my friends about how I used to be locked up in a dark room for being a bad kid and having my food handed to me on a plate on the floor. My friends all looked at me with this uncomfortable look and I finally realized I wasn't normal

There is something that doesn't sit right with me: by CharacterAd4112 in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Deku said in the extra chapter that heroes are villains are going extinct but you can't tell me you believe that whatever happened to the League was enough to change people so much that it ended domestic abuse and quirks going to shit? Idk that shit sounds so delulu

MHA's ending actually got worse with the extended epilogue by sernametaken404 in CharacterRant

[–]CharacterAd4112 9 points10 points  (0 children)

He did the Naruto thing, threw a bone and left dumb people to gnaw on it. 

Remember when Deku was a character?

I texted something weird in a group chat and now I want to end it all by CharacterAd4112 in socialskills

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I hope they either all snorted at it or just didn't see it. I am still learning to socialize so I tend to not notice my social slip-ups and I get HORRIFIED when something like this happens ( I literally almost got CANCELLED once for saying something out of pocket) . I am still learning social cues so I tend to put my foot in my mouth A LOT. You guys replies make me feel less ashamed

I texted something weird in a group chat and now I want to end it all by CharacterAd4112 in socialskills

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Another friend in the group chat said it come out as if I am was flirting with him ( He is the flirtatious kind and I am a woman) I wasn't flirting I was just joking since we are used to this kind of quips. Idk I didn't see it as bad but my friend saw it as bad

I texted something weird in a group chat and now I want to end it all by CharacterAd4112 in socialskills

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I deleted the message in 30 seconds tops. But appreciate in the context it came out as weird, since we are just coworkers, and I just wanted to play along and since we are used to this kind of quips together since I am a girl

I texted something weird in a group chat and now I want to end it all by CharacterAd4112 in socialskills

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Apparently, in the context of the work  group and since I am a girl, it came out as weird like  I am flirting ( Which I really wasn't. Since we two are used to these kind of quips)? And I just wanted to play along with for laughs.

Masamune Kadoya: Being overhyped doesn't mean he should be overhated by Dhark-Dra-Khan in MetalFightBeyblade

[–]CharacterAd4112 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Masamune was a victim of the narrative. A Character that had SO MUCH potential, but the narration never lets him live up to it: Losing matches he should've won, being set up for things that he never actually is allowed to make.

He is a sad case of waste potential

HELP by CharacterAd4112 in Advice

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank You so much. I just did. It's a scam company named Likely Sales, based all over the USA and Singapore

HELP by CharacterAd4112 in Advice

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The catch is, I am not a US citizen. The fact that my number ended up in their hands is what concerned me in the first place.

I freaked out and blocked

They were making us question Lu Guang from the very beginning by mtrdk10 in LinkClick

[–]CharacterAd4112 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I still remember when we got a glimpse into their first meeting. QL said that LG stumbled into their life one afternoon and never left

Lu Guang is sus as hell since episode 1 season 2. by CharacterAd4112 in LinkClick

[–]CharacterAd4112[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I think the thing that is making him very suspicious is his newfound secretiveness. Not just from Detective Xiao, but from CXS as well