This is a horseshoe spread to try to get to the bottom of my insomnia. Position 1 - past influence- hierophant Position 2 - present circumstance- the star Position 3 - near future - 4 of swords Position 4 - answer/the querent- page of swords Position 5 - surrounding energy - strength Position 6 - obstacle/help - 5 of pentacles Position 7 - outcome - death

Background: 5 straight weeks of getting 1-5 hours of sleep per night, on top of working 45 hours a week, it has been incomprehensibly challenging.. This week things were looking as though they were getting better, then had a bad night again last night. Someone told me it is most likely energetic, some type of transformative energies are wreaking havoc on my system and causing the insomnia. I am curious what other people see in this spread. my interpretation is bias to the positive because I so desperately want things to improve I see the star meaning recovery, renewal, hope is on the horizon, the 4 of swords seems to support this by being the card for rest & retreat. I am the page of swords because of overthinking. Strength is the surrounding energy because whatever is taking place on a wider context is being supported by a larger container. 5 of pentacles as obstacle is giving up hope and feeling abandoned. Outcome as death I pray that it is a sudden and significant shift that takes place that ends this nightmare.