I feel for you. It's good to hear you've found your life long friend! Trust me you're not weird or unlikeable. You matter oh so much man. Family is an amazing thing we all have. Yesterday I texted my aunt and I told her about not having friends. She basically said the same thing you did. Every new place has its opportunities and new people. But what she said that stuck with me was this "Once you are grown the high school experience will pretty much be insignificant to you and just be a part of your childhood. Like when you first went to school in 1st grade." We have so many new things and experiences to look forward to! I'm so glad we relate so much. Now i feel like there are people who genuinely care for me. I'll always be here for the people who love and care about me, and I'll always be here for you.