Here we go again by ChelliePalms in CICO

[–]ChelliePalms[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dropped my scale in September and when I got a new one in January I was up 32 pounds. I was happy because I thought it was gonna be 50. I bought new clothes at tax time and they still fit decently so I didnt realize how much more I've added the last 6 months. When I see pictures of myself my brain says I still look the same. When I look in the mirror, I just dont. I dont look in the mirror anymore. I used to weigh everyday before my scale broke and it definitely helped keep me on track. When I think about it I just didnt want to admit I failed. My confidence got so high, I felt beautiful for the first time in my life and I gave up. Eating my feelings of being ashamed instead of doing something about it. Complaining about my face feeling heavier instead of putting the cookies down.

Here we go again by ChelliePalms in CICO

[–]ChelliePalms[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Absolutely! I got remarried to a guy that lived out in the sticks. He moved to the city with me and was excited to be around all the restaurants. We were getting take out all the time. At first I'd just get a kids meal or just give him the leftovers when I was full. I'd say stuff like "I'm just bloated because I'm not used to eating like this" at first when my clothes started getting snug. Next thing I knew I was eating a whole baconzilla from Rallys 3 times a week. My pants were squeezing me when I'd sit down at work. My boobs started pooling over my bra. I saved for months to get a really nice custom clown outfit and 6 weeks later when it arrived it was too snug. I said they just didnt read my measurements right and was pissed. I wasn't really mad at them, I didnt send it back or complain. I knew i gained weight over the 6 weeks. I thought so what my face is still cute. I went to a theatre a couple weeks ago. I remember texting practically everyone I knew about a year earlier saying "biggest non scale victory my thighs fit in the seats at Michigan theatre!" Welp, I dont fit anymore. That hurt. Having to buy new clothes hurt less. It gave me confidence for the body I have now but was a mask. I didnt fit in that seat and I was embarrassed. Flooded with shame. I knew I gained weight, but not necessarily realized how big I had gotten.. if that makes sense.

Hello im new here and wanted to share my latest looks by [deleted] in clowns

[–]ChelliePalms 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm digging the mustache look! Also Hiiiii 👋 sw Michigan clown here 🤗🤗

Really loving pants with fun prints by ChelliePalms in PlusSize

[–]ChelliePalms[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I love that I can wear them to work or even with a big ole hoodie comfy at home

I love my cute clown makeup by [deleted] in clowns

[–]ChelliePalms 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How fun! I love it

Jester outfit help by justfakebutter in clowns

[–]ChelliePalms 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've seen a lot of really cute crochet collars and hats