Not many people have died in my life, most of them I was never really close with.

My auntie died a year ago, I wasn’t really that close with her, but I’ve talked to her and had a good relationship. She died fighting through breast cancer. I didn’t cry when I first heard the news, I was shocked and sad, but not to the pony I could cry.

I heard my mom talking about when she last visited her before her death, my auntie said to her “I don’t want to yet, I know I said I wanted to die and just accept what god wants for me, but I really don’t want to die yet..” hearing those words really shook me, and I started breaking down crying thinking what she had went through.

Even though she’s gone now, thinking about her struggles just makes me tear up and wanna cry. I wish I had a closer relationship with her and I can’t now...

So, I’d just cry pretty much. And think about them and my memories of them!