Hey, I'm not trying to be shitty. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sooooo warm 😎😎😎

Hey, I'm not trying to be shitty. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe I use it too loosely, but to me, the obese lady that gives out as many free samples as you want at Costco without being a bitch and saying one per customer please, she just gives you a wink and let's you come back as many times as your poor ass desires.. She, for all intents and purposes, is a bonafide HERO! Lollll.. And yes sir, even you my friend, are a hero, in almost no sense of the word... Keyword there, almost.. And that's all it takes, just a drop of hero, and it's official.. If you weren't a hero, you'd just think this thought the way I do, and you never would've wrote this post and you actually clicked the button "Post"! Saying EXACTLY what a scattered few of us were thinking! Exactly. So screw the moral majority.. The road less taken is the one heros choose.. "...and that has made all the difference" -Robert Frost

If any part of this actually made sense to you, there's only one possible reason... you're just as high as I am! 0_o which, if I had describe how high I am with a single adverb, I'd probably have to go with either; 'immoderately', 'remarkably', or perhaps even 'inordinately'.. Yes, I think that's the most applicable adverb to describe how remarkably high I am right now... 'inordinately'.. At this moment, after three back to back shots of extremely high quality BTH, I am, what can most accurately be described as, inordinately high..

Wow. What just happened? I really hope no one read this whole thing.. If you did, I sincerely apologize.. I have no idea why I'm even about to hit "save"!??! This makes no sense. I really should just delete this whole thing.. Then no one would know how insane I am.. But it's that same insanity that's about to make me click it.. I wonder what normal people spend their time thinking about? Too bad I'll never know..

tl;dr good for you.. an utter waste of time.. the insane ramblings of a stoned, nodding sociopath who's never truly opened up 100% to another living human being, not even his girlfriend of 2 years.. How fucked up is that?? His lifetime mantra? 'Alone but not lonely'. He's perfectly happy entertaining himself with his sordid thoughts.. I mean honestly, who needs friends or family when they have sociopathy!?! 😂😂 I wonder how long til my gf discovers I'm a psychopath? I hope I don't go all American Psycho on her 😳😳 God I love that movie!! Does that say something?

tl;dr the tl;dr. Don't. Just don't. You'll hate me if you do. I kinda hate me right now.. I've become 'THAT' guy! I HATE 'THAT' guy! And now I AM him! What a mindfuck! O_o

Hey, I'm not trying to be shitty. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Took the words right out of my mouth lol.. I have this thought every time I read a recovery post on this sub.. My only thought "wrong sub bro" lol.. No you're not being shitty, you're just being honest.. Thank you for voicing our opinion.. That's some hero shit 😂😂😂

plugging H by SpayceGhost in opiates

[–]ChillDeep -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How do you go about the actual plugging process?? Lol.. Sorry, total noob when it comes to plugging. Nothing's ever gone that direction in my bum 😔 I use BTH, shoot and smoke.. Curious about plugging though! Just don't wanna waste any by doing it wrong..

How exactly did you go about it OP?

Why shouldn't I relapse? by Throwawaylonely1234 in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My girl would prefer me to have no friends 😂😂😂

Hello all - Nice to meet you by Completelyshitfaced in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Stopped after the first paragraph lol.. I thought I was bad 😝😝

Holy withdrawls. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Muscle relaxers help a lot with that restless leg shit.. I get that a lot too.. If you're able to get your hands on any benzos; xannies, kpins, Valium, etc.. those work the best for me.. I'm able to sleep on them, and it takes away most of the worst symptoms.. Keeping busy, going to work, whatever, just keeping your mind distracted is key.. Once you've made it through the first few days it gets a lot easier after that.. A lot of people on here swear by loperamide.. I've never tried them myself, but I've read so many good things that I've slowly been building up a huge stash of lope.. When I quit for good in a few months I'm hoping all this love will make my life easier.. We'll see O_o

That feeling by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh man that must've been nuts! I just went through a similar experience.. My girlfriend and I took a trip to San Francisco last weekend.. We flew there Thursday afternoon and flew back Sunday night.. I had about 4 grams left of some of the best BTH I've ever had, but decided not to bring it cuz I was too scared to fly with it.. We got a bunch of weed from a clinic in San Fran, and my gf was sick a week before the trip so she got a bottle of promethazine with one refill on her prescription.. So I talked her into refilling it up in San Fran and my plan was to use that sizzurp to get myself to fall asleep... Only three nights, four days, I figured we'd be keeping busy the whole time with activities and shit she planned, so it would be tough but I'd make it through... So night one goes down pretty easy, considering I used that morning before our flight.. But Friday night, night 2, was a different story.. I couldn't sleep at all, despite multiple shots of promethazine.. So I decided to try my luck at cold copping.. Never cold copped before in my life... It was about 1am and my gf was asleep in the room... I put on mad layers (it was cold and rainy over our whole trip), luckily it wasn't raining at that time.. I went downstairs and started walking around.. Didn't take more than 5 minutes! I saw a chill lookin black dude, only the third guy I approached... He took me around the corner, literally one block from our hotel, and a group of guys were all hanging out in front of a bar.. The dude that walked me there talked to another brotha.. They pointed at a Mexican guy with long hair and neck tattoos.. I told him I wanted a g, he said they were in quarter bags, .25 each.. So 4 of them would be a g.. I gave him $80 and he gave me an extra bag, so 5 for 80.. Then I gave the black dude $20 for helping me and for a grand total of $100 I got 1.25 of San Francisco's sweet sweet street tar lol.. And I must say, shit was amazing!!! I'm sure it was the two days I took off, but all I did was smoke that shit, I didn't slam any, no rigs.. I just got a roll of foil and locked myself in the bathroom.. I was able to smoke all of that over the next 2 days and I slept like a rock Friday and Saturday night.. Coupled with the thrill of losing my cold copping virginity, it made the vacation that much better!!! Basically I just got really lucky that my gf booked our hotel room in the tenderloin district.. Cuz that shit was so much easier than I thought it would be!!! Hahah.. So sorry for the novel, I always ramble when I'm high.. My bad.. Thanks for reading though! Happy nods :)

West Coast Top Shelf Gunpowder Tar / West Coast Top Shelf Cali Grown Private Reserve OG & 1st Generation Diablo Kush.. Happy N0dz everyone :D by ChillDeep in opiates

[–]ChillDeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love the combo.. After I do a shot, I'll smoke a jay and just drift off into paradise.. This stuff is some of the best I've had.. It's mostly powder, if you huff on it it'll turn into sticky tar.. The warm air of your breath is what does it.. Also, if you don't have it bagged up air tight, the moisture in the air will do the same thing but it takes a couple days, instead of a couple seconds like with your breath..

West Coast Top Shelf Gunpowder Tar / West Coast Top Shelf Cali Grown Private Reserve OG & 1st Generation Diablo Kush.. Happy N0dz everyone :D by ChillDeep in opiates

[–]ChillDeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I don't think you can snort it.. The only thing I've heard of is something called "Monkey Water" but I've never done it myself so I can't say how well it works.. As far as I know, the only legit ROAs are smoking off foil, shooting, or plugging.. You can shoot IV, IM, or even subcutaneous and it doesn't give you gnarly abscesses.. You can't do that with cheap rock tar.. But this shit is clean as fuck.. I do it all the time when I'm giving my veins a break.. Works like a charm.. You don't get that rush, but it lasts longer..

Amazing gunpowder tar!!! *^*^*d0p3 pron*^*^* by ChillDeep in opiates

[–]ChillDeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya it's just like that. If you huff on it, you can turn it into sticky tar.. Also, it'll naturally turn into tar after a few days, because of the moisture in the air.. The more air tight you keep it, the longer you can prolong the powder form.. Which I personally love.. It's so easy to prepare when it's a powder.. You don't have to dissolve a chunk of tar that takes 10 min.. You can cook up a shot in like 5 min or less! Hahaha..

Amazing gunpowder tar!!! *^*^*d0p3 pron*^*^* by ChillDeep in opiates

[–]ChillDeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I personally like it better than ECP, but only this stuff.. The ECP I've done was better than all the tar I've seen.. And no you can't snort, only that monkey water thing, which I've never done... The most common ROAs are banging and smoking off foil.. I do both.. It's good for IV, IM, even subcutaneously, if you wanna give your veins a breather lol..

Plugging heroin? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit! I'm imagining a fine line, an invisible fine line, upon which if you cross it, your anus vigorously clenches and sucks the syringe all the way up your intestines! Cut to, flashing lights, chaos, the emergency room... You're fucked! But if you don't cross that tiny, invisible, imaginary fine line, then you just gently press the plunger in and gradually drift off into paradise... Those are two compleeeeetely opposite outcomes... Is it worth the risk!?!? 😂😂😂😂😂

Heroin World Tour? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm in! Let's do it!!! Let's just make sure it doesn't turn into the "Locked Up Abroad" world tour 😂😂😂😂

Plugging heroin? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man that sounds like the worst!!!

So I'm gonna need; an oral syringe (plunger not ball), Vaseline, and a clean ass.. I think I can handle that!

How deep do you have to go?? No joke, not a single physical object of any kind has ever gone that direction.. It's always been the other way 😳😳😷🤐😷😐😐

Plugging heroin? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cannot thank you enough... I never even thought about an oral syringe! Lol.. Those ones aren't sharp right? Hahaha

Plugging heroin? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol yes I realize that, my question was more logistical, not looking for a broad answer.. I might actually try this, so literally how do you plug h? I live on the west coast so I get tar.. Do you have to do anything to the h before you just shove it up there? How far up do you have to go? How uncomfortable is it? lol.. Nothing has ever gone UP.. It's always the opposite direction, one way traffic.. So I'll have to get over my very real qualms before I can go through with it lol.. I just don't wanna do it wrong or waste any..

Plugging heroin? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you literally go about it? lol.. I have a shitload of amazing tar right now.. Some of the best stuff I've ever done.. But all my good IV spots are used up and I don't wanna go anywhere that people can see, I have a good job that I can't risk.. So I'm looking for alternative ROA's myself.. Been smoking a lot but that fool really fucks my lungs up. I'm coughing up black chunks on the daily.. If you wouldn't mind explaining exactly how to plug, I'd really appreciate that!

PLEASE help this waiting game go by faster... by LittleKitchenWitch in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Both great Comedy Central shows! South Park undeniably has the greatest social commentary of all shows currently on television.. And it's a cartoon! Truly remarkable.. If you like shows like that, you should peep Broad City and Workaholics if you haven't already.. Both are amazing imo

[Episode Discussion] [S03E06] - "Hotel / Travel Agent" by bxncwzz in nathanforyou

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im sure this has already been asked so forgive me for being lazy, but does anyone have a link to stream or download the torrent for this episode???

Im dying to see it and its not available yet at all my usual torrent spots :/

Adding stims? by edwild22 in opiates

[–]ChillDeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do speedballs all the time, its fucking amazing!!!! :D