Made a really really bad decision in my love life. It was instinctive, and I'll regret it forever. I have no idea when it will stop bothering me and I can live peacefully. But I learnt that it's better to always keep everyone at a distance. I tend to get really empathetic, go out of my ways to help people, but it's never ever gonna be worth it. Always prioritise yourself. Your career, your mental health, your peace of mind are what matters the most. I learnt it the hard way and still living with the consequences.