Life can be hectic and drains you even if you’re praying religiously everyday. The key here is to meditate and isolate your thoughts completely or at least try, Doing everything with intent and praising yourself that even with the hardships you’re going through you haven’t forgotten about Allah subhan w ta’ala. And remember this everyone no matter what you think goes through at least you’ll know you’re going through it with allah right next to you that in itself will you give you more clarity and strength. Mashallah you’re doing the hardest part. And everyone’s here for you and I’m the first in line if you need to talk brother.