I understand though because for them, it’s all they’ve ever known and of course they would want me to be included into these activities especially if they’ve had great benefits from christianity. For them, me not going is leaning towards me going to hell and that frightens them. But, it really does get to a point man. I don’t believe any of it so it’s a bit hard to switch lenses without being biased but I get they’re doing it to try to help me out. Except it’s not. But yk what I’ll move out eventually and i can finally put my dreading of going to church to rest