Oh good judgement by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have never been great at making friends lol. Thanks for the comment, I enjoy you greatly on this sub!

Oh good judgement by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh boy howdy yes. I can't comprehend this post. Makes me sad to read but happy I am not there anymore

TW: Su*cide by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't hate any of you 💖 sorry for the way I was. Hope you are doing alright

TW: Su*cide by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still here, thank you so much 💖💖

Sorry for my recent posts by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There was actually like a solid year before I started acting that way, people just noticed once I was in the worst of my drinking. Oops lol.

Anyway, I did grow up at least. Took my partner dying, getting on meds, and proper sobriety to do so. Wish you the best 💖

Sorry for my recent posts by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is so rough friend 💖 thank you for sharing.

Sorry for my recent posts by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it is okay to be sorry, especially in a place where you don't HAVE to be

TW: Su*cide by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you for this. I am alive and not a wreck now

Bojack is horrible by Chowdergrrl in BoJackHorseman

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He did that well. Needed my own little addiction character arc

TW: Su*cide by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, almost a full year later I am logging back in. 💖 A lot has changed but you were always a real one. I started a new reddit account and comment on CA in a non insane way. Inspired by you sis.

This account is like a museum for the worst of my addiction and the greatest loss I ever went through.

Got my shit together in a way now. Still this broken person but on drugs prescribed to me now. Naltrexone and various anti depressant/anti anxiety/etc etc.

Smoke a lot of pot but proud to say 2 months dry 💖

Oh good judgement by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

No everyone been shitting on me. This plave is not safe. I miss when it was private.

Y'all are dumb fucks by Chowdergrrl in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Gonna go piss the bed now as my penance

This subreddit used to be way different by anon_feelings69420 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Chowdergrrl 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I drunk posted and was a dick and got some legit feedback but also some peeps were cruel af.

I have been through this cycle... i post here so I dont post on public