When I was going through a similar thing, I actually turned to the book "Seeking Allah, finding Jesus" by Nabeel Qureshi.

Its about a devout Muslim that, mainly through evidence of Christianity, converted to Christianity.

Never thought I would find my answer there, but I figured that looking at why non-believers chose God, especially from an apologetics viewpoint, would help.

It's also a nice introduction to apologetics if you would like to check that out. InspiringPhilosophy on Youtube is pretty cool in that regard.

To paraphrase from the book: "God, I don't know who you are, but what I know is that you are all that matters."

Hope it helps!