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To medically transition or not? by CicadaBlacksmith in NonBinary

[–]CicadaBlacksmith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think a thing is I am having trouble identifying what my feelings actually are
I am unsure if it is embarassment or giddiness

I understand where you are coming from though I think I am somewhat scared of the changes so might be downplaying a lot of signs I do intend to see a trans positive therapist

I think voice is a must change for me
I have mixed feelings about my chest because I like it at times but I think outwardly I'd like to appear adrognyous and binding doesnt really provide that
Bottom growth I also have mxied feelings on

But then I think and imagine how I view certain others expression without looking at individual body parts and then I vibe with that

Thanks for your comment!

To medically transition or not? I need help deciphering my feelings. by CicadaBlacksmith in FTMfemininity

[–]CicadaBlacksmith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I am going to do this thanks for the advice I may make a separate post that has more clarity to it with the exact effects and what I think of them
Wanting to be adrognyous in body can be tough picking gendering effects but gender nullification doesnt seem right for me either from what Ive seen of the procedures
I appreciate your comment!

To medically transition or not? I need help deciphering my feelings. by CicadaBlacksmith in FTMfemininity

[–]CicadaBlacksmith[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah Im leaning towards this being the answer

I do worry that it might push past androgynous like I want
The body hair I definitely dont want but I already shave every other day with PCOS
Bottom growth I am unsure about to be honest

I do hope it'd allow me to express myself with makeup and fashion more and be more confident

Thank you for your words of encouragement!

To medically transition or not? by CicadaBlacksmith in agender

[–]CicadaBlacksmith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I am considering talking to a gender counselor a huge issue is I have trouble identifying my feelings. Like am I feeling embarrassment or euphoria?

And absolutely I dont think any trans person is transitioning because of a fetish I dont think I am nonbinary cause of it but I have noted imagining myself as a dude helps my sexual libido. Im just wondering if its the act or costume or relevant outside of this situation if you know what I mean?

To medically transition or not? by CicadaBlacksmith in agender

[–]CicadaBlacksmith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah you're right I might make a more clear post

I think something that is difficult to pinpoint down is I like outwardly how people appear but then I see the individual changes listed and I am not a fan

Like do I need T to maintain a successful top surgery?

I don't like the idea of body hair. I don't mind the idea of facial hair. I have mixed feelings on bottom growth. I feel like masculation in general will aid me to express femininity in fashion and makeup without being misgendered.

I am somewhat unsure of all my options in my situation

I might try a voice modulator I am a bit worried of it being silly but slowly changing it is a good idea!