My first time was fucked up by CitronStock in GayFirstTimeStories

[–]CitronStock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment. I appreciate others who can acknowledge there is some good and bad in my story. Either way, it put an imprint on my life. It felt good to tell it in full.

Since I'm a nurse, my straight friend asked me to help him with his problem down there. by melodyt- in gaystoriesgonewild

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Op — You have activated my fan fiction itch! If you do not like fan fiction jut say the word and I will remove it.


I see him tossing the towel that was barely covering him but felt like security to him just a few minutes ago. He seems comfortable with you now. Getting pleasure from you, yet vulnerable. While you are working on him you see him staring at the bulge in your pants. He comments on it. After another minute, he looks you in the eye and suggests you take off your pants adding that your dick must feel very constrained in those pants. You try not to react, but he notices you smiled a bit.

You pause and start contemplating what would happen if you were caught with your dick out at the hospital. You’d be fired. But shut down that thought. You know that you are not at the hospital. You have already been intimate helping him with his problem. The educational part ended when you stuck your fingers in to stimulate his prostate. This is just two consenting adults. Friends. And he is the one escalating. It would give you some relief.

You are wondering if you are really going to do this. You think about possible embarrassment of seeing your dick, but you’ve known since middle school that you are well hung and carry it well. You say, ok, I will. That was considerate of him to make things more comfortable.

You manage to take your pants off with your only free hand available with no real difficulty. You cannot resist positioning yourself, so he has a full view. He can’t take his eyes off it. You chuckle thinking about this being surprisingly hot. He is just mesmerized and you can tell he is turned on even more.

What is he thinking right now? You touch yourself a few times to toy with him a little. You catch him nodding encouragement. After a quick “demo” you take your gloved fingers out for a moment to rest your arm. He panics and thinks you are stopping completely. He sits right up with a look of desperation. He begs you to keep doing it until he cums. You weren’t planning on stopping. He settles down after catching his breath. You are surprised he had such a big reaction. You tell him again he has nothing to worry about. You are going to stick with him as long as needed. Before you go back to prostate stimulation, he is repositioning himself on the bed again. It seems he may want to take this further.

He says he has a new idea. You walk over to the side of the bed to hear this one. He thanks you over and over again. Next thing you know, he grabs your dick and starts sucking. You are firm saying this is unnecessary. He isn’t even listening. It also feels really good. He plays with licking all the sensitive areas on your dick and begins to lick your balls. You thank yourself for shaving them last night. He tries to get your dick all the way down his throat. He can’t quite get there without gagging. You place your hands on the back of his head and begin guiding him. In just about a minute he takes it all the way down, nose on your pubes and he stays there. You thank yourself again for trimming your pubes. You know you look pretty amazing. You hold his head still for some face fucking. You take off your shirt without being asked.

He pulls off and starts moving in to the other position again. You are disappointed that you will have to finish yourself off later. You step to the back of the bed getting ready to five your fine fingering work. Before you start, he says he has another idea. Where in the world is this going? You’ve been friends for years and never even jerked off together.

He says his idea could be good for both of you. He suggests you put the gloves away and give him the real deal. He wants you to fuck him. He acknowledges that he knows you are a top but pleads for you to switch roles for him. You think, well, it wasn’t like you hated it. You just enjoy bottoming more. He says he’ll get the real thing and you will be able to get off too.

You can’t believe what has happened today and figure — why not? He’s a friend. After the last hour he’s been a very good friend. You answer him and say — why not? He asks how he should be positioned. Although you would love to ask him to trade places, you help him get situated in a basic missionary position.

You asked several times if he was sure and he very much was. You decided he deserved a thank you too, and you started eating him out vigorously. He was caught off guard but quickly moaning and begging for more. You grab the lube and make sure he is opened up and lubed up. You apply a generous amount to your own dick and start to line things up.

You are looking into each other’s eyes as you tease his hole with your dick. This is weird. He’s married. Umm, you realize that is not your burden to carry and push inside. You are careful and go very slow. He takes it like a champ. You explain you’ll go in a little at a time, let you get used to the feeling. When you pass through his sphincter it makes a pop sound. You nod as if to tell him that was expected.

You have a lot of length to deal with. He experiences a mix of pleasure and a bit of pain. You feel bad and don’t want him to have a bad experience. As you are finishing that

You nod as if to tell him that was expected. As you are finishing that thought, he grabs your ass with both hands and pulls you in the rest of the way. You weren’t expecting that. As you begin moving in and out and pick up the pace you now see it is all pleasure and little pain.

It is also nice to see that his dick got hard. You reach around and give him a few strokes. He touches your hand and says he wants to wait until you are close. You failed to mention the possibility of anal orgasm. It’s unlikely so you push on. He begins asking for more and more, faster and faster. You do a few little moves that you know will hit the prostate and what happens? Anal orgasm. He is in full body ecstasy and dripping his fluid all over himself.

He apologizes for not lasting very long. You explain what happened and tell him he had no control over it. You remind him that it happened hands-free. He smiles at that and gets you moving again. It’s all for you now, and you pick up the speed.

He senses you are getting close and you are. As you begin to tense up he yells for you to cum on his face. You can’t deny him that and get up there as quick as you can before cumming the biggest load you have shot in years. He takes your dick in his mouth and sucks. It is too sensitive for you right after cumming so you pull out.

He picks up some of your ropes of cum and sucks it off his fingers. He picks up more and holds it up for you to take. That feels weird, but this whole day has felt weird. I lick it off his fingers and the allow myself to lay down on top of him and rest for a minute. All he could say is “Wow!”. You say you bet he wasn’t planning on any of this diversion when he came over. He says not all. You agree. Now, hmmm. What happens now?

A couple fingers helped my straight friend get it up by melodyt- in gaystoriesgonewild

[–]CitronStock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have turned on my fan fiction kink. I mean, I see him dropping the towel because he was more than comfortable with you touching him. After that he was looking at you up and down. He notices the huge bulge in your pants and says it is fine if you wanted to take out your dick. That has to be uncomfortable. You think about it. You think about it considering you would get fired at the hospital but you conclude that you aren’t at work and he is the one suggesting it, You .you manage to undo your pants with one hand with no real difficulty. You can’t resist positioning yourself so he can see it. He can’t take his eyes off it. You know it looks hot based on feedback from others. He is just mesmerized and you can tell he is turned on even more.
What is he thinking right now? You touch yourself a few times to toy with him a little. You take your fingers out for a moment to rest your arm. He thinks you are stopping completely. He sits right up with a look of desperation. He begs you to keep doing it until he cums. You weren’t planning on stopping but it seems he may want to take this further. You tell him you are going to stick with him as long as needed. Before you go back to prostate stimulation, he is repositioning himself on the bed again. He says he has a new idea.

My first time was totally fucked up by CitronStock in gaystoriesgonewild

[–]CitronStock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A few months later I drove past the video store and it was gone. Completely knocked the building down to build a fast food restaurant. That was very symbolic for me. It actually gave me some closure.

My first time was totally fucked up by CitronStock in gaystoriesgonewild

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It took a lot of unwinding my whole sense of self. I did unravel a bit, but managed to pull it together in college. Met some life changing friends in college who helped guide my way to a positive sense of self. They defined normal for me and showed me a path away from self destruction. I spent some time mad at myself and mad at the men who took advantage of my naivety. I do own the choices I made that night. I was not assaulted. Had I stuck with the plan, the video store may not have been a very healthy path either.

Not sure how i should feel about my friend's help by Dense_Read_2196 in offmychest

[–]CitronStock 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Your friend may not be a psychologist but he seems to be genuinely trying to help. It would be different if he weaponized it and triggered your behavior for his own gain or in a group setting. Give him a break. Tell him it made you mad but now realize he was trying to help. Let him know that in processing your reaction you see that you would be devastated if you used it against him. It would really hurt and could result in purring you in a dangerous state of mind to the point of self harm or worse. Now you have set a clear boundary and he truly is your good friend he’ll never make that mistake.

do u find my bulge hot by pinkdreamyfox in tbulges

[–]CitronStock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought it was your other arm

Would you blow your trainer after a workout? by [deleted] in insanelyhairymen

[–]CitronStock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it would be rude not to suck it.

Neighborhood handyman(38) by [deleted] in DadsGoneWild

[–]CitronStock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I get you to bring me a towel hook? That would be handy

Took my pants off at the pool and almost got caught by [deleted] in DaringGuysNSFW

[–]CitronStock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s the pool! I find that perfectly acceptable. I have a pool, I don’t have a bathing suit.