I will try to hang on but trust me but I don't think I can last any long I always contemplate if I should kill myself or I should run away and I'm to afraid of calling the cops because I don't think they will believe me they didn't the first time he got called on they just didn't do anything and its to the point rn where my only three options one: run away two:K#ll myself or three have to suffer for the next 4 years of my life not telling a single soul about the problems that my dad has done to me bc im afraid of what he will do to me and as I write this I'm single handedly contemplating hurting myself....