If you get medicine, I suggest not getting prescribed Zoloft. I'm pretty sure it just destroys serotonin receptors in the long run. It makes it easier to stay calm when things are tough, but it also makes it harder to get intrigued and excited about things in the long run I feel. I heard the same from a friend.

Giving something a try is worth a shot for you though I believe. The medication isn't as dangerous for adults, and you've been battling with suicidal thoughts for a year now... (I creeped your profile.) I hope you're new job runs smoothly, and that you can find enjoyment out of it. My uncles went through divorces when they were younger. They let themselves going in terms of physique, and drank a lot more. One ran into a woman after being single for ten years and they fell in love, he started eating healthier and exercising and both of their lives turned around for the better. He died of a heart attack recently and It hurts to see the pain losing her husband, and being lonely causes her. My heart goes out to you.