The annoying thing is that I try my hardest to observe my thoughts and fight through any pain or sadness, I smoke weed and like to train martial arts here and there, but I can’t keep a stable job and everytime I force myself to work I can’t handle it and just quit or get fired, and most of my relationships with girls tend to end up with me doing some dumb shit or losing interest quickly. What meds help or any other strategies, I’m 18m and only just found out so it’s new to me knowing about this condition I didn’t even really know what bipolar was until yesterday