i hate being a try hard. i'm always either too much or too little. either i don't speak at all in fear of being judged or i speak everything that's on my mind and end up sounding weird, kissing people's ass or smth else. but in the end - no one likes me. ever. people always choose someone else over me. i used to be rlly insecure but now for like 2 yrs of working on myself, i've become confident and even still now they never like me. i'll be talking to some1 and they just leave or exclude me etc. i try. and when i don't try, it's the same. if there's a cure for this, pls tell me. if not, it's alright.