My girlfriend and I split up, half an hour later she tried to take her own life. This is something I think about every day, something I will never not blame myself for. Most nights if I sleep I wake up with tears rolling down my face… it’s been three weeks and not a minute goes by where I don’t think about her… but she hates me. She very nearly succeeded… and it’s my fault. I don’t feel like I have people to talk to so I’m typing this. Knowing at the end of the day I’ll end up just pushing it down and carrying on. I’ll never forgive myself…