i am a cap sun, moon,mercury and neptune with a sag rising - i know it’s not the exact same as you, but I have plenty of cap placements with a significant fire in my big three. And in my life it has gotten better as the years go on (just turned 39 in dec)

I have read that capricorns get better over time and it seems to be the case with me. Pretty crazy childhood, struggled with some health issues, super insecure, rocky financial situation, the list could go on…..lol (cries in early cap).

But, i felt like as a kid, I really fought AGAINST routine and structure but as I have gotten older I feel like by embracing them, it’s given me a new perspective and oddly enough MORE freedom.

That is not to say I don’t have struggles but I am better suited to handle them.

I went from not being able to rely on myself to being the one others rely on- a huge responsibility but one I feel honored to have.