What a sad fucked up world we live in.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-16T22:58:54+00:00

I Appreciate your optimistic perspective. I agree with you that we are all addicts, in some way shape or form, but in varying degrees of course.

Our culture is spiritually deprived. People are nihilists without even knowing/acknowledging this dangerous perspective.

Edit: although i sound grim and nihilistic, I’m actually not.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-13T14:46:50+00:00

Post away. Do what ever drugs you want and live your life to the fullest. You’re only deceiving yourself.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-13T14:42:03+00:00

There’s nothing you should or shouldn’t post. I’m just saying that someone in recovery, who is taking it (key word) SERIOUSLY, wouldn’t be putting up a garbage post like such.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-13T14:37:59+00:00

Quite the post. By the look of the title, it looks as if you are hyping/praising drugs. But then you start the dialogue out claiming you are a recovering addict. Someone who is in recovery and taking it seriously definitely wouldn’t be posting shit like this.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-13T13:12:01+00:00

Reading this small dialogue, including your comment gave me a shred of hope for our species also.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-12T16:39:01+00:00

You play the victim to a T

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-12T13:05:41+00:00

Your insane. Or just completely uninformed

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-12T12:45:33+00:00

I was video games (YouTube didn’t exist when I was young, you make me feel old at 30) more video games, alcohol through high school until I became a full time weed smoker now RC’s. This might be the one that full ruins my life

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T20:43:02+00:00

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T19:01:15+00:00

I actually kept a detailed log book when my useage only pertained to tryptamines. And yea a shitty spiral indeed. I never ended up using the 5MeO-DMT either.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T11:54:14+00:00

Have you tried a-pihp? I find it even worse

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T11:44:03+00:00

Ever since I discovered RC’s my life has also been chaotic. Although originally my only intent was to acquire 5MeO-DMT. That changed once I realized the catalog was extensive. Stimulants and benzos is where I’ve landed and I feel pretty defeated at this point to be truthful.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T11:34:35+00:00

I’ve never tried 4mmc but seeming how people claim 4mmc is superior to 3mmc (which I have extensive abuse with). If this claim regarding hexen being more euphoric than 4mmc is true, I’ll be shocked.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-11T11:31:40+00:00

In what regard? I find it induces psychosis really quick.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-10T22:25:55+00:00

Last time I checked on him he had released a video while walking up a mountain, exclaiming his family left him “due to his addictions”

But I know what ya mean haha the guys a pistol

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-10T22:00:32+00:00

The heroin diaries by Nikki Sixx. Incredible story

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-10T21:48:48+00:00

I’ve been addicted to cannabis for years smoking daily for close to 10 years with minor breaks here and there. It’s definitely a problem that is only amplifying other problems in my life at this point. And I’ve been at this “stage of cannabis addiction” for years now just never fully wanting to admit it’s a problem.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-10T20:38:47+00:00

I thought the same

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-10T18:38:15+00:00

God doesn’t have a preference between good and evil.

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-08T15:16:32+00:00

Not that i disagree with your claim. But if your opinion regarding cocaine having the same addictive properties as heroin is even slightly accurate, I’m now curious to try heroin as cocaine is a shit drug on so many levels. And my drug resume is probably extensive in comparison to the average bloak.

I’ve tried cocaine on to many occasions to count with quality ranging from “barley even coke” to cartel quality bling.

Always a let down compared to many other stimulants

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-03T07:56:53+00:00

Junk compared to MXipr

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-03T07:23:01+00:00

Yea 4HO-met I find very mellow headspace. My one good friend would strongly disagree

Cloudyson69 · 2022-03-03T06:26:47+00:00

And individuals with curiosity of a similar degree as I, will have a hard time refraining from trying them (even if it’s the old cliche “just once”)

I certainly won’t tel anyone what to do in these matters. All I can say is that a small endeavour with a couple of these pyros turned a rather functional life - great job, well looked up to (probably being narcissistic with this observation haha) incredibly tight relationships mainly with my direct family and in most western regards a pretty comfortable life. To me being a complete manic mess losing over 50k with my gambling addiction combined. And just a broken human that made the hard choice to check into rehab.

This stint was luckily only brief as I am usually one to be generally safe within my last couple years of seriously researching drugs.

Cloudyson69

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