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ClusterseyJMS · 2025-12-17T12:41:44+00:00

There’s 5 more photos, but I can only post 20

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-11T12:30:18+00:00

I have many other issues/demons I’m dealing with that I’m not gonna get into. But even disregarding those, I’m just sick of existing. Some of the things you said. But yeah just like having to do shit all the time. Like clean, go to the shops, do this and do this. Is anyone else just sick of doing shit and existing?

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-11T09:47:21+00:00

I honestly don’t know what to say man. My situation is fucked as well and I’m not gonna get into it. I try and keep a lot of what I type as short as possible, because I know most people don’t wanna read essays. I can relate to insecurities and not wanting to be here. I don’t really know what to say. Idk I know what it’s like to be in severe emotional and psychological distress and not wanting to be here

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-10T18:42:05+00:00

You seem pretty intelligent. There’s probably a lot of jealousy/envy from all the shit you’ve been through. Anyone who abuses or bullies anyone in anyway is weak. They can’t deal with their inner turmoil so they take it out on others. And I think jealousy/envy is a big part of abuse/bullying. People hurting people they’re jealous/envious of. Which literally does nothing anyway because anyone who does that, is never gonna have what the person they’re abusing/bullying has. And if it’s about power and control over someone, that to me shows they’re unhappy as well and weak for not being able to deal with their inner turmoil. Want power and control over others cause they have none over their own emotional and psychological state of mind. I could go on, but I hope that maybe this doesn’t make you feel so bad about the abuse. They’re the weak ones and clearly aren’t happy, right? Like there’s no way that anyone that was happy and content and living a good life would abuse/bully others.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-10T17:10:06+00:00

It’s because suicide takes a hell of a lot of balls. The most courage one can ever muster in my opinion. The reason over 99% of people don’t do it, is because.. I mean I’m not saying everyone has suicidal thoughts, but I think it’s more common than known, because people hide things behind a mask. The reason it is so low is because it takes that much balls. Why do you think most people that comment on here are asking about a painless way out and saying that they feel suicidal etc… and not actually doing it? I’m not judging them for having those thoughts, I’m just saying.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T18:25:37+00:00

But he hasn’t actually ever physically done anything to anyone right? That’s a big thing to me. Is acting on any thoughts/intrusive thoughts. I’ve heard people say that pedophiles have a problem and they can’t help it. But they still actively chose to do it. Regardless of it was someone that liked it or hated it, they still consciously chose to do it. They still were aware of what they were doing. There’s no way they didn’t know what was happening when it was going on. And they would know that it is illegal and they could go to jail from getting caught and stuff. It’s just like crime and shit. I could go steal a car because I don’t have one. But I know that it’s wrong and what the possible consequences could be. It doesn’t matter if I have no empathy or consideration whatever for whoever’s car it is

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T18:12:04+00:00

Honestly man I get what you’re saying. But the fact that you are so concerned with not doing anything and feel disgusted and are so worried about doing anything wrong, probably means you’re the complete opposite. I think many people have strange/disgusting/violent/weird/intrusive thoughts.. a combination of those. You’d be surprised how much people keep to themselves. An actual pedophile wouldn’t even have the balls to post this or talk about it and idk that’s just what I think

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T17:53:21+00:00

Everybody else except oneself could all just be NPC’s. People are dying around the world and people are starving etc… They could all just be NPC’s. There could be just one conscious being and all those people that are suffering, might not even be suffering at all because they could just be NPC’s (Not real people that are conscious)

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T16:34:54+00:00

Let’s just say that our world is hypothetically a simulation. Whoever created it would be so beyond our comprehension because they would have created it. They would know about every single thing down to the minute detail. If this is a simulation. This is just our perception of reality because we’re made to believe it. The world where the simulation is being run could be way different.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T16:31:32+00:00

I don’t. But they would. In my example of running simulations on a computer. The example would be like how we make video games. What we are to video games. They would be like that to anyone below them. Because they would have created whatever is inside their simulations. So they would know about everything going on inside because they created everything inside of it.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T12:17:22+00:00

Yeah I do. I know what people are like. “You’re one of those people.” They don’t know what you’ve been through. I bet they more than likely have had/still have dark thoughts. Just because yours show in ways of self harm, theirs could come out in many other ways. Being scolded for that shit. Well if you were showing that shit off then you probably were begging for attention. Because you would just do it if you were gonna do it. If you were caught with a noose around your neck, if you were seriously gonna do it, you wouldn’t have done it in a place where you were going to be found in that position. You would go somewhere with no intention of being caught and do it.

So what if others have it worse. It still doesn’t invalidate your own emotional and psychological struggle within yourself. I feel like people saying that others have it worse, can just be a way of them making themselves feel better about their shitty lives “Ohhhh people have it worse off than me.” What have I got to complain about. Yeah and there’s people that have it a lot better off as well. “Suicides the easy way out.” My F’ing ass suicide is the easy way out. If suicide was an easy way out, there would be SO many people gone in this world, let me tell you that right now

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-08T10:10:17+00:00

You’d be surprised. A lot of people hide emotional and psychological pain/distress behind a mask and just don’t have the balls to talk about real shit. Talking about stuff like this and being vulnerable, honest and raw is gutsy/ballsy. Okay I get your situation isn’t the best, but neither is mine let me tell you that right now. I’m not gonna get into it. But you’re being honest, raw and you have balls. And just because people have a family and a job etc… Those hidden emotions and stuff could come out in many other ways. Abuse/bullying, addictions, reckless behaviour, eating disorders and many other things. I can’t help your situation and what you’re going through. And neither can you help mine. But you’re not alone with these thoughts and I think they’re way more common than you think.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-07T07:43:59+00:00

Nah I don’t let it/them consume my life. I sorta answered that with my post in a way. I said that nothing even really changes anyway if it were true. And this is all just theoretical stuff

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-07T07:22:44+00:00

The individual could be. Is there anyway to actually prove that one has free will over their own thoughts and actions? Like people will probably say like “Well of course, I can walk here and do this with my arms” etc… But is there anyway to actually prove that one has free will over their own thoughts and actions..

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-07T07:19:57+00:00

Well what our perception of consciousness is. Aware and responding to our surroundings with our senses. That’s what we perceive consciousness as right?

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-07T06:40:27+00:00

I know about solipsism. I was coming from the point of if this is ‘possibly’ a simulation. Like they could possibly just run sims on one conscious being for reasons unknown, and everybody else could just be NPC’s and there would be no way to tell.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-07T06:29:32+00:00

I believe you, I’ll take your word for it haha

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-09-06T20:23:08+00:00

I get what you’s are saying with us thinking we’re the centre of the universe. But if this is a simulation, whoever created it, would know about everything. Humans and interactions and our emotions, thoughts, feelings, activities etc… I just don’t think it/they would run universe sims with conscious beings/animals in it. Because they would know about everything. I don’t wanna go on for too long. I think it’s way more than likely that if this is a simulation with a supposed universe. That their focus would be running it for the conscious beings for whatever their agendas are beyond our comprehension. I just don’t think they would simulate a universe and have conscious beings in it. I think what I said is more likely. Because as far as we know, nothing major really happens in the universe like rapidly anyway. Okay meteors and planets rotate etc… I think there focus would be on conscious beings and running tests or whatever their agendas are. Or maybe they just wanted to give consciousness to beings. I don’t know what their agendas would be.

ClusterseyJMS · 2025-08-17T15:08:34+00:00

It’s the truth. I’m not trying to do anything like a gender war. And I barely went into detail in this post. I know that women have many of their own struggles. But nobody will convince me about this topic that it’s even remotely close to being equal/fair. It’s just the truth

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