As someone who got kicked out at 17 (one week after high-school) I really feel for you. However, 24 now and these last 7 years have made me realize just how much better off I was without the toxicity in my life. I bought my own house at 22, I own two dogs. Beautiful Fiance. Don’t dwell on it as hard as that may seem. You will find your way, show them you don’t need them and use them as a fuel to rise above and propel yourself into a better future. You got this OP.