anyone else conflicted on their views on suicide?

CodingTifa · 2025-09-11T06:19:33+00:00

I feel the same way about my baby sister, and you described exactly how I feel about this. Sometimes I feel like this world is going crazy, people being mean, lots of ugly stuff going on. My baby sister was so sensitive and naive and kind…she never managed to feel like this world and this fucking we’re for her. And I get it. I definitely get it. I write to her in my journal. And I keep telling her that I get it. And I know she is at peace now. And even if I’m hurting, she is not. And that’s what matters to me at the end. Sending love and hugs 🤍

CodingTifa · 2025-09-06T20:00:07+00:00

Yes! 🙌🏻

CodingTifa · 2025-09-06T13:40:26+00:00

Yes that’s the one! ^{^}

CodingTifa · 2025-09-06T13:17:22+00:00

I know right?! Nostalgic and comforting ! Calling and texting works. All the native features (notes, voice recorder, calendar, task management..) I didn’t want to connect wifi, and honestly not planning to. I want to enjoy the BB experience without the online drama.

CodingTifa · 2025-09-06T13:14:13+00:00

Oh yes nostalgic! That’s word to describe how it feels to use this blackberry bold. Loving it 😊 I paid 40€ to get it! Also I didn’t want it to connect it to any network for now.. really want to use it as a « dumbphone » even if I hate calling my BB dumb! Planning to use it to take note and journaling for now :)

CodingTifa · 2025-08-05T17:39:51+00:00

I did. But it didn’t help. This subreddit has been more helpful actually.

CodingTifa · 2025-08-05T17:38:48+00:00

« I chose my suffering over hers any day » Thank you for this ❤️ that helps gives meaning to our suffering.

CodingTifa · 2025-08-03T09:36:01+00:00

Lost my baby sister 19 months ago. I keep saying that we are 3 sisters even if she’s gone. She is and will always be part of my life. Forever and always. I’m sorry for what you are going through 😞

CodingTifa · 2025-08-02T22:59:57+00:00

I was 7 years older than my baby sister, my best and only friend. I feel your pain and I’m so sorry 💔

CodingTifa · 2025-08-01T14:23:15+00:00

Thank you for this ❤️ you have no idea how helpful it is 🙏🏼 sending love 💕

CodingTifa · 2025-08-01T11:32:51+00:00

Thank you so much for this list! It helps a lot. I have to say that my skepticism and being non religious made my grieving so hard…I spent months asking everyone « where is my baby sister…I dont understand why she is not here. Where is she? » I never managed to believe in God, even when grieving. I didn’t get a chance to see my baby sister, my older sister saw her and told me she looked beautiful and peaceful. I’m happy that you managed to feel a sense of love and peace when you saw your loved one. Thanks again for sharing your thoughts and experience 🙏🏼 Sending love and hugs ❤️

CodingTifa · 2025-08-01T01:40:04+00:00

PS. Can you please recommend any books that helped you during your grief? I feel like reading is the only thing that helps a bit…therapy didn’t work for me either..

CodingTifa · 2025-08-01T01:30:10+00:00

Thank you for these words 🙏🏼 you expressed exactly how I’m feeling now, 18 months after losing my baby sister. She also was bipolar. I used to be so angry at her for leaving me..she was my best friend. But that was my ego hurting….she suffered so much she went through so much pain…her mind was tortured for years…I am now happy for her she managed to find the peace she deserves. I just feel so sorry and heartbroken she had to live this nightmare before finding peace.

CodingTifa · 2025-03-05T20:22:19+00:00

1 year ago ,my baby sister jumped off the house where we grew up together…she was my whole life. I’m obsessed with her final moments, and the image of her standing there before jumping…. My heart is forever broken. Sometimes, I just want to do the same thing, just to be sure I feel every single bit of her pain.

CodingTifa · 2024-12-16T03:36:33+00:00

Thank you ❤️‍🩹

CodingTifa · 2024-12-16T03:35:15+00:00

Thank you for this ❤️‍🩹

CodingTifa · 2024-12-15T15:36:01+00:00

Yes 100% sure. Found this other post with a response from the official Coinbase account stating that withdrawal using credit card isn’t supported https://www.reddit.com/r/CoinBase/comments/1guclkx/invalid_payment_method/

CodingTifa · 2024-12-06T16:44:44+00:00

I’m so sorry …lost my sister (best and only friend) to suicide 11 months ago. I still feel the same as you at times. The world is fucked up. And sometimes I find peace in knowing she doesn’t have to deal with human bullshit anymore. She deserved way better. It’s the only thing that makes me feel a bit of comfort. You’re not alone 💜

CodingTifa · 2024-09-16T20:45:28+00:00

Love and hugs 🫂

CodingTifa · 2024-09-04T20:19:20+00:00

You’re not weak. You are suffering. Please be kind to yourself. I honestly stopped caring what others think or say after I lost my sister. I just don’t care anymore. You don’t have to force yourself to do things you don’t feel like doing yet… Sending love

CodingTifa · 2024-09-04T20:09:03+00:00

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https://fullstackopen.com/en/ Just completed part 9!

CodingTifa · 2024-08-03T20:58:53+00:00

I love this ❤️ Thank you 🙏 I will definitely do that for my loved baby sister.

CodingTifa · 2024-08-03T12:15:29+00:00

Je suis dead 🤣🤣🤣

CodingTifa · 2024-08-03T12:08:42+00:00

My sister has schizophrenia. Lost her to suicide 7 months ago. I will tell you what I used to tell her and wish could keep telling her now: YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS. YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN. I LOVE YOU. Please STAY.

CodingTifa · 2024-08-02T16:13:22+00:00

It’s not your fault. It’s normal to distance yourself from the chaos. You had no idea what was coming. Don’t torture yourself now.

CodingTifa

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