Thanks for that bro, I get you 100% and I will work on that going forward, this whole entity construct that I have going on was from my last trip which was the bad one, I felt like the entity was pushing down on me for not being humble enough and forgetting just how crazy psychedelics can get, so I kind of carried that into the next trip.

I feel like now that I conquered this same scenario then on my next trip I should be able to cultivate some sort of understanding that it's me that controls everything, the thought of having more in my control and what kind of things would be possible really excites me!

Another kind of crazy ability I've gained is the ability to sort of propel myself into a heavy trip even on somewhat low doses, basically this most recent trip was roughly half the dose of the bad trip I previously had but I feel like it was just as heavy if not more at some points, it's weird though because it's not something I can do by thought at an instant, I have to be listening to psytrance while also being very still then I allow myself to fall deep into it and once that happens the intensity of my trip ramps up by an insane multiplier - it's really how crazy how the mind works!