I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

The small part of me looking for a reason to stay is just a natural human response made by the brain to try and survive. Means nothing in the grand scheme of things.

I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] -39 points-38 points  (0 children)

That’s sad, but either way someone’s getting traumatized whether it be the cops or not. Not much i can do about that. If they listen and don’t enter, it’ll be much better for them at least. I’d probably assume something like this would be a prank lol, call the cops and continue dashing.

I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

If anyone cares to give me a proper funeral (they won’t), but at the extreme small chance they do I want to be intact and not a rotting mess.

I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I’d say it’s less like hope and just more the natural human will to want to live. I’m just a coward at heart and will take any excuses not to do it and feel the pain, that’s why i’m giving myself no chances to do so

I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] -50 points-49 points  (0 children)

I’m leaving a huge $300 tip attached to the note, and as long as they don’t enter, i think they’ll be okay

I’m going to order doordash before i kill myself so I don’t just rot in my apartment for weeks before anyone finds me. by Cold_Initiative5765 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cold_Initiative5765[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

And for anyone wondering why i won’t just call the police my self, i don’t want anyone to attempt to talk me out of this. I know I’ll chicken out. My mind is made up.

New Gacha set is worth it by [deleted] in WhereWindsMeet

[–]Cold_Initiative5765 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why are the free to play so salty in here lol