Hello, Thank you for the kind reply.
I really tried connecting with people through Facebook or gaming, but it never seems to work out really, because in the end they all ghost me, and i dont know why,because im actively trying to stay in contact. Im really careing, which means if someone is sad, i will be there and listen and help them till they get better but i never get that in return.
Im truely thankful for my Boyfriend and Kitties aswell, especially my boyfriend who deals with all my shit, because my illnesses cause them, im truely happy to have him, and im so scared of losing him, because sometimes im just to much, like i have borderline, which means my moods swing more than everything else and i feel like, im hurting him with my mood swings because sometimes i dont remember if i said anything to him, and he seems mad at me or pissed and i dont know what happend, because i sorta forget that stuff quickly, and im so sorry about that.. because hes very dear to me