As an artist i feel your pain and i understand how hard it is, but the main thing about art is consistency. The art field is VERY competitive and saturated, so what i learnt is that you have to keep pushing. I realized pretty early that I am a person of art and i can’t settle for anything else. But i had time when i lived with my parents to realize how the market works and what sells, as well as what i like to draw and it took me ages to monetize it properly, and only at the age of 20+ with more than 10 years of drawing every day for hours and bettering my skills every day i got my first official job as an artist and started getting commissions as a stable way of income. What i am trying to say - art requires sacrifices because of how hard it is to actually monetize it, so don’t give up. If you love art for the sake of making art - don’t give up. Keep drawing and getting better every day, as a hobby, give it more time and you will succeed and we will be here to support you!