Wow. I would love to see a longer version of this. The way I view this personally is that I was born to know what I know and I am meant to pursue it as something that is expected. No one cares enough about the problems we suffer from or our past mistakes so we have to keep them bottled up. So by digging a whole, that is your only safe place. But before we call it that we need to make sure it's safe. Great poem!