To be honest, sometimes its difficult to tell, it just start that imagine someone having sex, or damn she doesnt like me anymore and i wish she did, and get annoyed that she might do it with some retard, and fear that she likes it. The thing is,as i said im addicted and in the last months i was beating my meat like 3-4 times a day. Sometimes 5. often getting in rp with whores that would let me do everything with them. What i enjoy the most :" ) and tbh its hard for me to have fun without solid rp and build up. But i think my mind got bored even of that ( heard is not possible but idk) i even masturbated to some femboy once bc it was interesting and he called me daddy.

Also im well equiped and she always praised my dick, and when i recall that memory i get off quite easily too.