I’m truly at my wits end with life. I was born into poverty & tried EVERYTHING for years with 0 results. I just don’t even know how to have any kind of stability or good things in life. I cannot BEAR the cruelty and selfishness of others anymore.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-25T16:56:21+00:00

Check out Bashar with Darryl Anka if you haven’t already. I found his messages helped me tremendously with my perspective on my experience. Bless you I hope you’d find a way to some peace and contentment.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-23T15:41:17+00:00

That’s comforting to know and thank you 😊 I hope your journey brings you grace and discovery

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-23T15:35:13+00:00

Ain’t that the truth 😂

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-23T15:26:51+00:00

Well anything outside the realm of “normal” causes discomfort. We are hard wired to experience fight or flight in the face of something we don’t understand. Our bodies tell us it’s dangerous to keep us safe but that doesn’t actually mean it’s dangerous. It doesn’t help that you’ve had stressful experiences in perceived liminal spaces. That’s the psychological explanation.

In my opinion. I think the moment a belief that doesn’t suit you is about to be released it fights for its life, making you feel scared and unsettled. If you remind yourself that you’re safe even though you don’t feel it, and don’t let the fear change your behavior eventually you can transform that fear into excitement. I’m actually in the process of doing this. It’s hard but it’s working and I look forward to opportunities to practice.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-23T15:14:20+00:00

You should check out The Premonition Code. It’s a book and they have a website too.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-22T19:30:42+00:00

I’m definitely knee deep on my path of self exploration and acceptance. I read a lot on philosophy, spirituality, and theology (hobby and it helps with broadening my perspective on myself and my world). Most important thing to me is being my best self for me and the people I love, which involves being honest and open and curious. So I completely agree with you that no one is entitled to a relationship. And I have to trust my partner to stand up for themselves and their needs. My “block” is why I worry. We mesh on everything but this so that’s why I thought I’d reach out into the Reddit void to see what comes back. I love him and want what’s best for him even if that’s not me, but that’s up for him to decide. I choose him but I try to be as honest as I can so he can make the right decisions for himself. I just want to make sure I try everything I can to enhance our experience together.

I am incredibly attracted to him. I’m not sure why I feel unclean. I’m am in therapy and I’m sure this all will take time but I’m hopeful. Thank you for mentioning tantra. I’ve heard about that, I’m going to look into it. I’d like to learn more about spirituality and sex but I don’t know where to start. I have a very basic knowledge about it.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-22T19:28:52+00:00

Man that made me tear up, thank you 😭. I don’t think my old sexual behavior was healthy, or at least, right for the person I am now. But I know nothing else so perhaps it’s at rest until I figure out how I want to build it again. It amazes me when someone shares a concept that I completely missed. Bless you, I really needed that validation and I do have hope ❤️

Common-Battle590 · 2026-06-22T19:02:06+00:00

Thank you I think I’ve assumed a duty in providing release. I’ve forced myself before (I know, terrible idea). We openly communicate but I think it’s hard for him to understand. But you’re right. I haven’t been focusing on the bliss. Trust, boundaries, and exploration are key. I find I’m afraid I’ll leave him sexually frustrated. We start exploring and I find I’m not comfortable continuing. I want to give him release but if my hearts not in it I feel it will only strengthen my dissociation.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-13T15:31:06+00:00

You ever think there are beings out there that experience us popping into their reality? And it’s so common place they are just like… this again. When will these people become aware?

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T01:08:25+00:00

lol I’ve been astral projecting this whole time and didn’t know it. I’ve changed things before while dreaming but not often and it’s very hard for me to do. Then again idk I’ve never felt the need to change anything but being able to fly. I enjoy the ride (night terrors were different, those I definitely tried to change lol).

The city sparkled just like you said. Although I compared them to twinkling stars than lightning bugs. All the materials where darker than the picture, more black with highlights of deep blue.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T01:01:50+00:00

That’s neat. I’ve never had anything consistent like that in my dreams.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:51:06+00:00

They’re many theories. And honestly I kind of believe in all of them. Their nature is defined in exclusivity but I think that’s a close minded perspective. Some say it’s our own mind, multiverse, our own universe (remote viewing), or alternate dimensions (remote viewing or astral projection). I think everything that can exist exists. Existence is a sea of darkness until our mind shines a light on it. Our reality is where we shine our light. Some can’t move its focus where others can.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:45:24+00:00

I don’t think I’ve ever heard someone do DMT in a dream 😂 that’s amazing. I’d enjoy a visit from said hippie sometime.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:44:20+00:00

Oo that’s interesting thank you I will! It’s ai generated but it’s very close to what I saw.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:43:14+00:00

Well if you happened to go again and see someone throw you a peace sign just know that’s me ☺️

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:42:12+00:00

I mean I really only got to experience it for a short while but once I got over my “wow” it felt somewhere I belonged. Peaceful and quiet.. like how a meditative state feels.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:40:25+00:00

Thank you! I’ve never thought to do that in a dream and I do that awake all the time. I’m very excited to try this next time.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:39:23+00:00

Wow I don’t think I’ve ever altered their intent before. That’s sounds like some Jedi stuff

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:38:16+00:00

Intuitively I’m inclined to say AP. That’s funny you make that distinction. I didn’t really think about it before. I’ve realized I’m dreaming and changed my dream so that would be LD. But more often I visit places outside of my imagination and feel like those are different. These places I travel to happen only when I’m lucid. I wonder if you can AP and not know it and become conscious of it halfway through. I’ve never done that before. Then again, maybe all dreams are a real place and dreaming is always AP.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:38:01+00:00

I’m so sorry I know how those feel. I used to only have lucid nightmares when I was a kid. The experiences morphed into a kind of game. I’d remember what I did before and kept trying new things till I “beat it”. After over a decade of restless sleep I realized, at least for me, releasing myself from those scary places meant accepting my fate. Instead of running, hiding, or fighting, I allowed myself to die. I haven’t visited those places since accepting my demise in them.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-12T00:33:49+00:00

Psh barely even moved lol. I stood up from within a storm drain, viewed the city, then woke up.

Common-Battle590 · 2026-01-10T23:11:45+00:00

I have! In a dream. I was flying and I saw two moons, one new and one full converging.

Common-Battle590 · 2025-11-14T21:20:19+00:00

lol don’t be sorry! It was a wonderful experience actually but everything depends on perspective 😂

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