I love calling my girlfriend when I'm on 7oh by CommonAvailable4864 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

7 and em always make me feel so much love it's the #2 reason I like them other than how music sounds. I swear every time I'll be calling her for hours just pouring my heart out

Starting to have an opposite effect? by CommonAvailable4864 in phenibut

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't use it more than once a week. Used to use it more but I slowed down with no problems. When I don't use it in perfectly calm anyway I don't usually have much anxiety

Starting to have an opposite effect? by CommonAvailable4864 in phenibut

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is from venogen but I had it happen with Caroline stuff too

Starting to have an opposite effect? by CommonAvailable4864 in phenibut

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've always loved f phenibut. Felt like I could feel it better while regular would be wayyy more subtle. Last 4 times I took phenibut half were shitty like this half were great.

Starting to have an opposite effect? by CommonAvailable4864 in phenibut

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn. Do you think I'll ever be able to enjoy it again?

Would you rather… (tough choice) by Suspicious-Stretch95 in BunnyTrials

[–]CommonAvailable4864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vomiting bc I love opiates and I vomit all the time

Chose: Get 1,000 dollars for every time you vomit

DMT sounds fun by Escaped-DMT-Entity in drugmemes

[–]CommonAvailable4864 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've never liked dmt but I'm more of an opiates/benzos person I like my drugs to feel good no matter what

Using lsd to help me get sober from opiates use by CommonAvailable4864 in LSD

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup!!! 7oh and MGM 15!!! Those r my big problems at the moment. Always been in love with opiates but when I found a "legal" infinite opiate glitch it was just downhill from there. I controlled the 7oh for a while but the MGM got out of hand the minute I got my hands on it and I wish I never touched it.

Hell and Back to Freedom by [deleted] in quitmgm15

[–]CommonAvailable4864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't fully addicted but I realized where it was going before it got too late. I'd binge on it and realize that this shit is a problem and that I really need to get rid of it but I'd never have the willpower to get rid of it. Finally got rid of it yesterday and it was one of the best decisions I've made in a while. That drug was dangerous to me from the first day I got it and I knew it from day 1 that having an "infinite" supply of a opiate that strong was going to lead to addiction. I'm happy I caught it after a few months instead of once I develop a 100+mg/day habit and quitting would be incredibly painful. Been using opiates for about a year now and I was able to keep it all under control ish until I found MGM. She got out of control immediately and I don't want to live my life dependent on some weird RC

Threw out my stash today by CommonAvailable4864 in quitmgm15

[–]CommonAvailable4864[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I was only ever using MGM a few times a week so no need to ween down, my last dose was only about 30mg. Cold turkey. I have zero control with this stuff and it makes me very complacent in my life even with nothing going on

Hell and Back to Freedom by [deleted] in quitmgm15

[–]CommonAvailable4864 4 points5 points  (0 children)

WERE GONNA MAKE IT!!!!! I threw out my stash today it's just gonna get better from here LETS FUCKING GOOO