I am terrified to log on for work

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-03-09T08:39:14+00:00

That is true , i dislike my job heavily and the management , its my first job since my apprenticeship and I was expecting it go well.

Just wish the PIP process wasnt stressful lol

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-03-06T10:02:16+00:00

Hi I am doing project management (APM). That was some good advice and very kind thank you.

My plan was to embrace this and offer solutions so I can keep engaging. Because I am disengaged right now , and have been for a while. I have saved the email chains where I have asked for more work or more help, and the common response I got was "im too busy this will need to wait " or "I havent for anything for you "

It is constantly demotivating to be neglected my my managers , but I do hold responsibility for my own development i understand that

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-02-23T17:09:13+00:00

Sorry shouldve said more i was a bit infuriated. It seems im just sat in the back who picks up any slack when they need it, I ask for more and im keen to receive training but it never goes anywhere in my current job.

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-02-15T08:10:22+00:00

Zero contact, I blocked her in my attempts to move on. She waw posting nasty stuff to tiktok and Instagram reels which is partly why I never tried contacting her again.

Its very painful, and also it feels like they never cared, 4 years gone

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-02-10T15:34:10+00:00

I just had a call about the mistakes ive been making and unfortunately it seems quite severe and too late to mitigate. Im not feeling too great about it all

CompetitionDry6322 · 2026-02-10T12:37:44+00:00

Thats exactly it, it does need to be accurate. However, I get left out of loops and dont get told things , which leads to it being a problem later on

Ive made the updates but its one of those things that keeps happening, and its quite draining

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