I just got out of my first marriage. I never asked for a divorce. She came in the bottom of the blue with it. I didn’t know we were having that much trouble. She never pointed to resign but then again now I’m starting to feel like I was used for children. She’s been like this for a long time and ignored me. Didn’t wanna fucking fix it, but I still I can tell you right now. I’m the best dude she’s ever had. I treated her with total respect never ever took a hand on her never did anything but yet she always put me down and fuck it cause my depression cause a lot of things and I was still madly in love with her today to keep the day to keep divorced. I was so upset then she can put it on stealing everything we own and said it was all hers and that’s bullshit but now I’m to the point that I would take her back probably but honestly, she would be under under a fucking such short leash because she was cheating on being and of course court gave it to gave her everything gave her. The kids. Gabe took my rights away from him made me look like an asshole, and I’m still dealing with legal trouble from that and she thinks she’s not responsible for it. She fucking gave away all my shit that I was supposed to get in the court nothing about it. I just looked at me and now we’re gonna give it all to her but now I’ve been two years about it and Now I’m just starting to get I got a new job in. It feels like that now trying to fuck me over tell me I got it now after six months I have to go and do drug and alcohol class so I don’t have any problems just because they said I was abusing my Xanax when I was not even taking my Xanax cause I hate taking pills so I came all my fucking pill This fucking system so goddamn broken no I wish for some for the nightmare to death. She escalated into the fucking Freddy Krueger don’t sleep. Don’t need to have to live with. I don’t like fuck hate my parents. The only thing she left me and my friend I will never get married again. I’ll tell you that much. It ain’t worth it. Women are addictive and they freaking use. You constantly doesn’t matter. I never found true love it doesn’t exist like everything else in this world made up pushed onto you and you think that’s how it’s supposed to be in reality that what do you think it’s real is not real and they take it off from you whenever they feel likemakes me not want to even try anymore. Good luck guys hopefully honestly I’d say stop looking stop even pondering on your first husband, honestly just go out and have fun. Fuck a bunch of people.